profile links tag credits
hello.
Welcome To Tanshushu's world!


Hello! Whatever I write is just my opinion, and you do not have to be bothered by it

Monday, December 06, 2010

:( HAIZ.Something always happen when I've already plan what to do. Wanted to go gym and running on sat, BUT it rained and I know you didn't want to run cause so ma fan. Then tomorrow ALREADY ARRANGED TO GO SWIMMING! BUT YOU have to fall down today.HAIZ.I think just not fated to go out or exercise ba. And now we are quarreling again.

I don't know whats wrong with us recently. And now you say I can't be trusted. I'm damn hurt you know.So that means you always dont trust me actually. :( Really very upset.Many times I really wonder if it was better if we were not together. It seems like our characters really clash.I dont know la.Hate it when we are always quarreling, really make me lose my feeling of happiness and love totally.


12:24 AM
Saturday, December 04, 2010

Really felt sad about that grade. WHY? I thought that my paper was well-written! Or at least, my points are strong? I'm very sure. HAIZ.I thought I will do well, but in the end? Really sad today.But didn't show at all! I don't know what should I say man. Adding on that today, I had to quarrel with you. :( Really made me even more upset. HAIZ.

I hope this will be the only bad grade I have.Hopefully my overall will not be that bad?

Anyway, I really feel damn frustrated and pissed nowadays.It's so irritating! Not like I really want to meet, and since you people wanna meet, why must I ORGANISE it man! not like I'm really damn free? i really sacrificed alot of my study time to meet you people already please! Next sem cannot like that already.I must really get back to the study mood.I'm not an events/outings planning machine! I'm like organising SO MANY MEETINGS at the same time!! If you people wanna meet, just organise one yourself? I WILL TURN UP CAN! I'm VERY BUSY also please!! :(:(:( Life sucks like MAD!

I think that as i get older, my problems get even more, my troubles get even more and whats worst, my unhappiness get even SHORTER! I see the uglier side of more and more people and how disgusting some people can really be. Why must this be such a competitive world? Sometimes I really wanna migrate. The life of a Singaporean is play when you are young, study and fight to be the best then get on to work..which is really stressful.I feel that not everyone has a certain special skill they are good at.There are people who are like in the middle? I think I fall in this category. Thinking about that grade, I will start thinking about all the things that have obstructed me from doing well.HAIZ.Though everyone was involved in another project, but it seemed like the burden fall alot on me! Really unhappy and frustrated the last few weeks, but who can I tell? I seriously wonder if I had chosen the right course, or rather school. Was it worth it for me to give up another course for that 200 bucks? How i wish someone would tell me what to do. I wanna change my character!!! ARGH!!


 2:13 AM