Really getting overwhelmed by stress... I don't like it when I'm being compared with my cousin, or how people are like thinking of how good I am, or how people think that JJ is a lousy school, as in my aunties and uncles...JJ WAS My choice...And I will bear the consequences. I really hate to be around the "scholars", even with HIM, I sometimes feel that I can't breathe, esp. when people always say they are definitely smart...I hate it, but the irony is, The people around me are MOSTLY SCHOLARS.This goes to show how stupid I am I guess... I really want to heck all these but I can't.... I think my brain is failing me, sometimes I even feel that there may be a tumour in it...touch wood of course... I really hate a lot of things nowadays... Nowadays, I've always been wondering how to be free from all these... I just can't be happy...:(
