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Sunday, March 29, 2009
It's been almost 2 weeks since I last blogged I Guess..
Terribly sick now..
Damn tired too..
But the irony is that, I've been sleeping for most of the time the past 2 days..
and I'm SUPER Hungry now..
Anyway, this week is seriously a super stressful week for me..
Chem Test on monday
Maths block test on tuesday
Physics test on friday
CCA on Wednesday
CDC thingy on thursday.
nanoscience IDP on friday
I guess chem and maths was alright. I'm finally back in form for maths I guess..Quite pleased with my marks.Physics, erm.No confidence at all, so shan't talk about it..
And this holiday was the 1st ever holiday that I'm studying EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
like wow! I'm amazed at myself..But it's super difficult to study when school has started. Everyday is so tiring..That I just feel like jumping onto my bed and be a pig when I reach home everyday.And I guess I'm being so stressed cause of what the teachers have been telling us everyday..This is super bad for me. I've fallen sick TWICE this month! And I've never felt so stressed my whole life! I'm so going to kill A levels man.
And finally, I'm pleased to announced that the senior girls got a bronze for drill com. You may think bronze is no big deal, but to them, I feel that it's a great and proud thing given their original standard.
Shall stop blogging already..
too many things to blog about.
I'm glad you're safe.
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6:50 PM
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
shall try this out for fun:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:Y
ou prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:( This is super 100% not true)
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
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12:51 PM
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恋人未满
为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面 就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦
愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点
就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点
我就跟你走
你还等什么
时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点
我就会点头
再冲动一点点
我就不闪躲
不过三个字
别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
我不相信
都动了感情
却到不了 爱情
那么贴心却进不了 心底
你能不能快一点决定对我说我爱你
Studied overnight with 11 year best friend at Bukit Batok MACS. Got home at only 6. Damn tired..Wasn't very productive though..Complex numbers seriously too complexed, made me damn tired...
But compiling the things we need to study and the number of homework we have..
plus, drill com this sat..
I feel OMG!
Plus my schedule next week is SUPER PACKED.
Monday- Chem test and we end at 4?
Tuesday-maths test till at least 6 I guess?
Wednesday- Interact till 6plus 7
Thursday- The CDC thingy tiill 7
Friday- Physics Test and Nanoscience IDP after school!
Plus, make up physics tutorial I don't know when. I don't think I have any time for it except monday?
I will be so tired when I reach home everyday, where can I find the time to study for my tests next week? I don't know why I'm feeling so stressed when others are like quite relaxed. I guess it's because I hate being unprepared or not knowing anything when I step into the exam hall. And Plus, the notes are so thick and so difficult to comprehend. And just the looks of it makes people turned off. Reading the notes alone is quite boring. Plus, I think we should start on J1 work I guess? I cannot screw up the tests next week man.Screwed up enough tests.Can't wait for the week after next! I will be so much more free?
And drll com this sat. I'm exceptionally and freaking scared for it.It's the thing that IS and HAS BEEN making me damn stressed the past few months. I hope I won't screw up. My last and ONLY practice tomorrow to learn up ALL parts of the fancy drill. My schedule seriously don't fit a lot of things.haiz.
Anyway, went school for maths make up lecture yesterday. Thought I would be late, but ended up being early and reaching school just before the rain comes. HAHAHA! Then went to the bus stop to fetch xinyi cause she has no umbrella and was stranded there.and we met derek too! Lecture was er..ok? I kind of forgot the stuffs in front so didn't really understand.But went home and read the notes, so things are better now. Lunch at LJS with Jeremy Li Huan Chau Lung Bai Fong and Jin Xing. Kept teasing the couple. Met Shimin chinting xueli kelly and shermaine. And something real funny happened.Bai Fong is seriously damn suay. He told the auntie he wanted to upsize the fries of his meal. He told her "upsize to regular fries" then I think the auntie heard "upsize AND regular fries", so in e end, his was 7.50 cause the auntie upsized his drink and gave him a regular fries. HAHAHA! He was damn full. Then went Bukit Panjang Plaza to study with Jeremy and Bai Fong at MOS burger. THe 2 of them ended up playing PSP. LOL.Overnight studying with 11 year fren was wow! We kind of died at 3plus? Fell asleep awhile and got back to work. Ate hotcakes and walked home.
Shall blog about genting another time..
Time to get some food and chionging time!
I'm loving the chemistry between us!!
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12:21 PM
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Monday, March 16, 2009
Suddenly I feel that I got PS-ed again.
but I can't show or do anything but take everything in upon myself....
HAIZ..
Just feel like giving up on everything!
What a nice thing to happen when I just came back from Genting..
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9:46 PM
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Friday, March 13, 2009
Going Genting tomorrow.
coming back on monday..
What a weird timing to go..
but what can I do right..
Gonna miss out the physics tutorial tomorrow..
man..
E field..
I'm going to study damn hard this holidays man..
Anyway,
shall blog about today, yesterday and Wednesday!!!
Today:
Hmm..School's sports meet.
Owens came in 3rd. Can't help it I guess, Nicolette was really VERY VERY FAST, and she joined so many rono events and helped them pull the points up.Helped out for the drinks booth for interact. Sales wasn't that good I guess. And as usual, the guys went class chalet. Xin Yi did something real interesting too! I kind of got a shock.And I think she's regretting it. But it's not really her fault. The other party too paranoid.So lunch at MACS with she and shiyun before going home to bathe and change and go out again. Went PS to watch dragonball evolution. Quite lame. But not bad. Goku is cool! But he totally reminds me of K.(xinyi...I know you totally agree) And there were couples everywhere. And the couple on my left gives me goosebumps totally.Shan't say what they do.
Thursday:
Friday's timetable.Was damn tired. Didn't feel like going for the SMU economics forum. but still went in the end. Was with Zhao Peng and Girish all the way. The speaker was good. Got quite alot of real life examples.They were like trying to promote SMU. They even had a tour around SMU and refreshments. Met Hui Shi at SMU. Long time since I saw her. After that, walked to Bugis with Zp and Girish, and realised we don't know what we want to eat, so we walked all the way to city hall to citylink to marina square. Decided to go Billy Bombers. But when we went in, sat down, looked at menu already, the person told us we can't use the voucher! It can only be used at the central branch at Tampines.I was like wth? Then how come Cheng Yong can use so many! Don't tell me he keep going Tampines meh? Cannot be what. So we ended up eating at Kopitiam before going home. And oh, found out my maths test result. Surprisingly, I didn't fail. But I did badly. Was super disappointed.
Wednesday:
E-learning Day. Woke up slightly late and only went online for the GP assignment at 8.20? Totally no mood for it. The chem test was quite tough. Adding on the time pressure. But did nothing much anyway, slack timetable for wednesday. Kbox with kelly xinyi xueli and shimin.Sang for a while only. Cause something happened at home and I only reached at 4! So in e end, sang from 4-5.30. Went Far East and CK Tangs with xinyi. Couldn't get anything at far east. And we walked around the same spot at CK TANGS for at least EIGHT TIMES because xinyi couldn't decide what to buy. And the people kept coming to us. I think the people there are thinking that we are going to steal their stuffs. I saw a handbag that was damn nice.BUT IT WAS 300HUNDRED AND 60BUCKS! WTH lah! Bussed home and only reached home at 10! Totally dropped dead on my bed. But had a great time talking to xinyi.
Drill com next week..
I'm super not prepared..
I feel like dropping out of being their commander..
But I can't..
With all the 3 major tests coming up in term 2 week 1..
and A levels in 8months time..
I can feel the stress building up even more!
hahah! I'm super happy! A huge leap!!!
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8:30 PM
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Finally got the chance to do REAL blogging..
maths was seriously a total screw up..
AGAIN..
thought I was quite prepared,
but I guess I was wrong..
Thought I knew how to do..
but went in and conk out...
seriously..
I don't know what's wrong with me recently..
or should I say this year...
Damn pissed off with myself..
I think I'm TOO stressed or something? with my own stress, external and parental stress..
I don't know....
I think I'm just too stressed..
but nvm
This is just part and parcel of a student's life..
I will not give up so easily,
so for those who has screwed up whatever tests,
don't give up too!
Anyway,
the good thing was went JP for dinner with wee yang francis bai fong and jin xing at Kopitiam. The wait at the bus stop to the ride to JP to dinner was seriously all LAUGHTER LAUGHTER LAUGHTER AND STILL LAUGHTER..Totally made me forgot all troubles and laughed out loud! Long time since I really laughed so happily. HAHA! Francis was super high lah.Don't know what was his problem.I think he ate the wrong medicine.LOL..
And benny did something damn funny in front of me today before PC..He's damn funny today lah..and sick.OOPS.LOL..He also super high today..and he asked me a super weird question that made xin yi and I laughed like siao.I can't believe xinyi is so accurate!
Ever since she asked that question, things changed so drastically!
Chem SPA yesterday was quite alright.
ALmost, but gladly I didn't screw up.
But don't know why,
my left hand feels weird after SPA.No.It happened during SPA.Kept shaking constantly after seeding.WTH!
Then got a call from ms ong right after SPA.She told me that she has decided to still send the senior contingent for drill com.
Don't know why..
I didn't feel happy at all.
Somehow I feel that I've made the wrong decision by joining drill com.
I'm super stressed up by the number of practices I can join given the fact that I'm left with only the most 2 practices and I haven't tried the whole commanding nor have I finished learning the fancy drill! I'm so stressed up by drill com and many things that breaking down is such a frequent thing for me in the week..Just thinking about everything is enough.Even before things happened. I really don't want to pull the team down. I'm losing confidence in myself for everything in my life.
Adding on that recently,
People have been telling me certain things about myself..
which made me really ponder..
am I really like that?
or I was forced by circumstances?
And everything that I was told are like the same stuffs..
I was wondering just now,
maybe I should just stop it and put an end to everything..
I can't do this..
I can't do that..
then what can I do right?
xinyi say I'm luckier than her..
but actually,
thats because I've been telling her the nice stories..
nobody really knows the real unhappy side that I've been experiencing I guess?
It's not easy to be able to hold out for so long...
haiz..
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9:13 PM
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Monday, March 09, 2009
歌曲:最长的电影
演唱:周杰伦
我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你
慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是
不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎
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8:59 PM
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Sunday, March 08, 2009
Down with diarrhea, high fever and vomitting..
feels damn terrible
hope I can study today..
chem spa tml..
holidays are coming..
what a nice time to be sick huh!
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2:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
man..one word to describe thursday friday saturday- DEAD.
esp. for tml!
I haven't prepared my GB uniform
haven't searched for my boots
haven't studied for BOTH CHAPTERS of essay test
haven't done my superposition tutorial..
haven't done my unemployment tutorial..
And friday..
I'm like ending school at earliest 6 I think..
And I have to rush down for camp!
haiz..
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10:31 PM
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