It was like JJ's sports day? BUT the event was like car racing. That like initial D and need for speed. So random. First was the guy's race. Cannot remember got who alr. Someone was like 5th, and he started scolding all the vulgarities. Then he went to modify his car and it became damn nice and cool.Black car. He won the next race and got 1st. Then it was the female's race. I won both race getting 1st. Super random. I almost got 2nd for the 2nd race. The car behind, I think drove by my primary school friend Cindy almost banged into me.Luckily it was a single lane. Won both with I think 19s? Super funny. Then it was like the Awards Ceremony? The top 40 had to gather in front of the grand stand. And Suddenly I saw my cousin, who is like 30plus one. And the person behind me was telling me bad things about my uncle and auntie. So WEIRD. Then I got woken up by my phone's alarm. So I'm damn tired now.Did my homework till like 2plus 3 last night, or should I say this morning? But it seems to be getting real boring doing homework...
Anyway, to everyone who found my new blog without me telling, I'm so sorry for not informing. Just changed it like SUPER recently. So only told like 5 people so far? I apologise for that!
WOAH! Tired as usual. I think I may have to work till next friday. So morning was tearing of the archived invoices again. After lunch went back to filing invoices and labelling of files cause Kelline( Not sure of the spelling) wasn't free. Lunch was only me Jeslin and the warehouse uncle.Had a great chat with Jeslin. She's a very happy pregnant lady.So after work walked home.My arms are seriously aching. And my hands worst, got cut by the files again.But I was so worried for someone the whole day...HAIZ.
I have no idea why am I so anxious about it. I doubt that person want me to care also.So what for am I so uptight and so worried? Why am I angry when I feel that this person is so heck care. Maybe I'm really scared that something will happen to this person. I guess this person really matters and mean a lot to me.But maybe this person don't even bother that I'm feeling this way. Maybe I'm nothing much in this person's life also. Maybe It's time for me to step back.
And I seriously think _____ is angry with me. And I'm so troubled by so many things AGAIN!!!! ARGH! Why is it that recently everything I organised is so going to be a flop or failed?Why is that I'm always the one getting PS-ED? Why is it something will always happen when things are suppose to be well-planned and smoothly carried out! Why do I feel that I'm losing my confidence in alot of things? Why do I feel a sense of inferiority coming upon me? why? why? why? HAIZ. The "therapy" worked initially, but the source of the therapy had to break it.
Erm..I thought I had settled the files and could start label them and finish before lunch.BUT I found out that they wanted the files to be damn full.Like wth! Never tell me earlier! So had to shift the invoices in the files AGAIN. I'm like doing it all over again! So lunch was some vegetarian zi cha. Somebody treated since it was his birthday. Walked around Bukit Gombak before going back to the office. And I had a new task, which was my last task. To bring down all the archived files at the 3rd level office to the 1st level office and discard the contents and recycle the files. I had to take out all the invoices within the files and tear them before throwing them away. Man. Tore until my hands are aching and my nails are damn painful now. Was quite sian about it. Kept thinking of my school work. Was trying to re-cap my chem stuff. Was like if I had not taken up the job, how much work could I have done during the time I was tearing the invoices. Worse still, they were damn difficult to tear. I felt like I was training my arm muscles.BUT I found a way to forget about the unhappiness for A WHILE. I treated the papers are my troubles and people I don't like and stress and problems and whatever otehr unhappy stuffs lah. And just tore them away. It felt real great! And it was like, suddenly I felt a little relaxed. BUT it was just for A WHILE. So after work, walked home again. Talked to Licia on the phone till I reach home.Had a great time catching up with her. She felt that I've been tortured. But well, I can't say anything right? It WAS my choice.And as usual, I ALWAYS regretted my choice. Oh, Was listening to 933 in e morning and found out Raymond Lam and Kelvin and Ou yang zheng hua are in Singapore for some Hong Kong restaurant( I think) Opening. This is just random.
Anyway, I realised that I have only worked for 6 days, BUT I have all sorts of injuries, affecting esp. my hands.
First, was paper cuts all over my palm and esp. my fingers. Second,my fingers got whacked by the file fastener. Cause the file was so packed, that it was diffcult to open the fastener. Thirdly, my palm got cut by the side of the file I guess, cause I found a few cuts so suddenly yesterday. Fourth, My initial paper cuts are like 脱皮 alr. Fifth, my fingers got whacked by the stapler, cause I had to take out all the stapler bullets and re-stapler the papers with some new document. Sixth, my nails are hurting from all the tearing. Seventh, I felt that I almost had a heart attack while tearing the papers halfway.
Oh, my poor hands...And the files are so heavy, and imagine carrying 3 at one go and walking to and fro from my seat. I feel that I've been training my arm muscles every single day! WOW! Free therapy for my left arm since I had never gone for therapy to strengthen it after the operation. And I'm glad that the warehouse is not as cold. If not, I will really die of cold man. It's so freaking cold every single day. And I think if I do the same thing everyday, I will be able to memorise all the songs on my phone.
Nobody in the office know about all these! cool right! LOL. I feel so sad for my hands. And I've been coming home to sleep everyday! Not doing any work. Man. I can't complete my homework on time! THis sucks! And because of work, I can't go for drill practices when I was supposed to be able to make it for every single practice! I wonder...haiz..what somebody will think.. And oh no! The screening of Twillight has postponed to 18 dec!!! I was so looking forward to it. Maybe I want to watch Quarantine.LOL.
Things are not that bad now. BUT MORE CUTS on my hands now.And the air con is really getting even colder.I'm freezing despite wearing long sleeves and jacket! wow! PIG!!! are you guilty!! HAHAHAHA! All because of you! Still never come and accompany me for lunch.LOL. Kidding lah.So I'm almost done with all the filing.But I have more file stuffs to do. I seemed to be training arm muscles.WOW! So after work met Jin Xing at LOT 1 and went in search for present. Can't seem to get any inspiration. Whatever we picked, I just felt that it's not nice or whatever. Jin Xing kept scolding me I care so much for what. But whatever the case, I have 2 more days to go and search for it.So, shall just wait for my inspiration to come then. AND I SAW THE SHOE AT LOT 1!
Bad headache again! I'm just so tired everyday. Muscle aches.My hands seemed to be trembling involuntarily sometimes. I'm sick of hole punching and filing. Haven't been able to do homework.And I really need to study every single thing again.Not much time left.Man.I'm really getting real serious worried. I can't even work in peace.I guess it will be constant overnight every day already. After I end work.HAIZ.
I don't feel weird anymore today.BUT I feel so tired and sleepy during work.Staring at the invoices till my eyes spoil. So ending filing soon.Wonder what I have to do next. Can't wait for my work to end. Feel so no life just sitting in the office. Yeah! Can't wait to meet Evina for lunch tml! WOOHOO! The 1st person to come and meet me though many others promised before her.HAIZ. But someone else has been keeping me company too.Somehow, you feel like my guardian angel, and I realised that you have the same character as my dad.HAHA! I'm so glad for you yesterday! The one who always try very hard to make me smile nowadays.but HAIZ.
Anyway, listening to songs in the offfice everyday..so I kind of like this song and this lyrics seemed applicable.. LOL.
每一个女孩都期待 能拥有爱 能够被人爱 不受伤害 我对你的爱 我不明白 何时变成了依赖 每一个女孩都期待 能拥有爱 Never say goodbye 不要再分开 I'll never make you cry I'll treat you right Feel the love & close your eyes
I'm getting real tired as working day passes...Each day just makes me more tired....
Hmm..As usual, had a weird feeling as I walked to the office. Reached and started sorting out and filing invoices as usual.The files are real heavy, and my arms really can't take too much of it given the fact that my left arm had undergone an operation before and didn't go for therapy after that, making it real weak. Lunch time was with Marilyn and her department people at Creative building, cause I guess the usual people forgot about me? But honestly, don't know why.Feel more at ease with Marilyn they all. So after lunch continued working.I realised that I have never stop working to rest at all.And don't know why, from 3plus onwards, my head just started hurting and the pain just won't go away.It persists till now.And my back also hurts. After work, walked home from IBP, and tried to sleep.Apparently, I can't sleep.Just lay there for like 1 hour plus? I seriously wonder whats the stupid problem with me lah.Haven't been able to go to sleep every night since I started finding a job.The moment I close my eyes, many things just come into my mind.And I will just flip and turn and just CAN'T SLEEP! Almost wanted to bang against the wall last night so that I can go and sleep just like that.I have been getting nightmares almost every night since last month? I have no idea why. And I never had nightmare before this year.I WAS such a HAPPY GIRL.
I really feel like isolating myself. :( (Still thinking about that shoe)
YES! IMM HAS THAT SHOE!!! BUT IT'S 30 BUCKS!!! HAIZ.I really want to buy that.But I have to save for Zhao Peng's and especially Kim Rui's present, since I think I have to buy it. I'm really going bankrupt. left with 15 bucks.HAIZ. Who is willing to buy it for me? But it's not cheap! I will feel so bad! Guess I shall just forsake it.
And I realised that I really have the fear of going to work.I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow.And even I myself feels so weird how come I have such feelings. My fingers are still hurting badly.
SHU IS SO SAD AND REGRETTING...:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
woah! Just got home not long ago.Damn tired from walking since erm...1pm? till like 9pm non stop? My feet feels really sore...adding on to the fact that my fingers are still hurting as I type this post.
So..Let's see.. Woke up by mum early in the morning.Went Jurong West.Ate white carrot cake, that is so weird.It's in pieces.LOL. So went to find my 2nd and 4th aunt who were selling pants and shorts around that area.Bought a new design from them.And went to 5th aunt's shop to cut my fringe.Kind of like my new hair.Gonna go for a real hair cut before 2009 starts.Haha. So went home, bathed and went to meet Xue Wen and Xinnee at JE.Surprised that I was 1st though I was slightly late.So trained down to Bugis, went to Bugis Street 1st.Saw this sort of pumps that were very nice.But didn't really take a close look at it.Pei Yun came to meet us after that, so bought a shirt with her.Bought 2 tubes too.Went Junction after that and Li Ping came to meet us.Walked around awhile before Xue Wen left.Li Ping and Pei Yun went BK 1st to eat while Xinnee and I went to buy finger food.Had a great time chatting and laughing about our families at BK.Headed down to city hall after that.Walked around Marina Square awhile.Li Ping bought a bag.And I saw a pair of pumps that was really nice! 30 bucks! And I couldn't find it at the shop at SUNTEC! Was really sad.Should have just bought it.Hope I can find it elsewhere.I hate wearing heels to work, cause it just makes it difficult for me to do the jobs assigned to me.So went to suntec's book fest and headed down to a shop call "Popcorn", which sold movie merchandise.She took super long! So the rest of us were like talking about our jobs, which got me thinking about alot of things.And She ended up buying a poster for 18 bucks!HAHA! She felt so scammed.It was damn funny also. Went to eat some other finger food before going home. And in the end, I didn't go in search of present.
I realised that I'm really regretting taking up this job.I really don't like it after what happened yesterday.I have no idea why, fear just comes upon me as I go to work, or even before I go to work every morning.It's the 1st time too. I have at least 8 more days to go! OMG! Kill me! HAIZ. And I was like wondering, why on earth am I doing so much for that irritating person.I'm somehow most probably going to sacrifice my meals to save up for his birthday. I was telling Jin Xing, if the person pangsei us on sat, and I carried out my plan for this week, I'm NEVER EVER GONNA TALK OR GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HIM AGAIN.
AND LAST THING, IT'S GONNA BE A STRESS WEEK AGAIN THIS WEEK. Why must that kind of responsibility always fall on me? HAIZ.
I REALLY WANT TO AND NEED TO DE-STRESS!!! :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
Hmm.Didn't feel like going to work.Want to sleep more.And I realised that I had eye bags! WOW! 1ST TIME in my WHOLE life! But I know I have no choice.Shouldn't have gone to find work with friends as company initially, or even accepted that offer.I can't wait for this 2 weeks to pass. I was just wondering, why on earth did I even want to work man.But well, quite a slack job.Didn't take breakfast in the morning.Thought it was alright, and less than half an hour when I reached the office, gastric act up.Was damn pain.So today, was sorting out invoices and filing them in again.Was damn tired. Somehow, I felt that I was doing tough labour.Carrying all the heavy files here and there.I think I will have strong arm muscles after this 2 weeks.And today was worse.I got a lot of paper cuts on my fingers.Damn pain even now.My left 2nd finger feels so numb.But well, someone was nice enough to bring 2 different types of plasters for me.I think I better put it on.Before someone scold me.LOL.So after that, rushed to IMM for dinner. Glad the bus came on time.So dinner at LJS. But I totally forgot that I had a super big ulcer that is freaking pain.It felt like a cut in my mouth.Hurting now. And bought subway cookies, 2 pens from popular and came home.
And OH! I had a super funny dream of a very funny person!
But anyway, I'm so glad for YOU who make me smile and laugh! HAHA! Too bad you didn't manage to record! HAHA! Dustbin-idiot-pig (Shucks! I forgot what else I called you! But I shall add one more.Pervert! HAHAHA! Kidding!) But anyway, Thanks for being there for me!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Oh, before I go, I heard this song yesterday and thought it was nice.A very old song.Long time since I listened to it! HAHAHA!
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If I had to live my life without you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long With you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know They'll take us where we want to go Hold me now touch me now I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love you for you You oughta know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You oughta know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through but Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead a way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have change a thing I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too Hold me now touch me now I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love you for you You oughta know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you You oughta know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through but Nothing's gonna change my love for you
Left house at around 8? Cause was so worried that I will not be able to find the place.And after going down the lift, I realised that I forgot to bring my wallet! WOW! And I'm so not used to wearing so maturely. And honestly, what I have to do didn't require me to wear so maturely. But anyway, I managed to surf the net and found the bus stop to alight.So, reached the company early. The building was so far away from the bus stop. And the company is real huge! Or maybe quite. Got I don't know how many storeys. Met Ms Wendy and she introduced me to a few others and I started work.The office is only half filled the whole day. So mainly did sorting out of invoices and filing them in.So tiring.My eyes were so painful after the whole day and felt so giddy.But it was quite a simple job I guess.I do filing myself for worksheets too, and I did this last year.So I guess this is alright. So lunch was at Clementi.SOmeone drove us there.My colleagues were quite nice too. And I realised that I didn't go toilet the whole day. So after knocking off from work, I tried to walk out to the Chevrons side. And as I walked, I realised that I didn't copy the whole map down, so I kind of got lost, And there were so many circles around the whole area. So called SEVEN people! So suay! one was on phone with someone else, the other hp no batt, 3 others never pick up, one on the way home, the last one just switched off her com when I called. WORST, THERE WAS NO ONE AROUND!!! I had suspected it was the Synergy direction, but well, decided that I didn't have enough time.Gonna be late for dinner, so decided to just walk back to the 333 route. So walked home, which was walk-a-ble.But, it was still quite far. LOL. Damn tired now.Gonna do the same thing tml I guess.
Man..And I feel unusually tired now.Headache, whole body is burning.
Can't find anything that can make me laugh or smile.Maybe this dream will...
I dreamt of ______! so surprisingly! Ever since I liked someone else, I never dreamt of him again. But I kind of missed the times I liked him. One of my happiest times ever. Don't know why, though no reply, but still, I will be so happy just meeting him ONCE. I don't even know whether I still like him.
But well, anyway, had a funny dream.
We were all gathered outside this school.I saw Amanda Leong, and she pointed to HIM.I hurry stop her.Was like walking to this shopping centre.So weird. Then they stopped at this dry food shop. So we all went him.And I suddenly heard him say very loud. Can't rmb alr.Then after that he continued with the explanation. "Means don't like already.". And he sounded quite upset.And I knew that it was targeted at me.Cause our eyes met. So after that he and his clique left and I was in the shop with I cannot rmb who. Only 2 of us left.So hurry ran after everyone. Then the whole scene changed into a bus scene.I was squeezing the seat with I think Allicia and Amanda, and I also don't know why. Then suddenly the last row all alighted. Then Gor asked me to sit beside him, and of course, HE was at the other side, with a small girl in between HE and gor. Then after a while, more alighted, and the 2 of them went to sit in front, leaving that little girl with me.She was so cute! And she kept smiling at me.Then after that I asked her for her name and she said "shuyi".I got a shock! Like so coincidental. Then a while, gor and HIM alighted with a group of people and they crossed the road to I don't know where.Was feeling quite upset about it and I got woken up by a phone call.
What a random dream lah.
I'm realy sorry to ____ for being so sian since yesterday. I really don't know why.I really want to smile, but I can't seem to do it. And if you're feeling bad, please don't. I'm sorry.
Honestly, I don't know what am I unhappy or angry about.
Maybe cause I've really become very bad-tempered or short tempered recently?
Maybe cause I'm angry at the fact that I'm being laughed at for something I don't know? But who won't have things they don't know?
Maybe cause I just felt like doing it?
Maybe I'm petty?
Maybe cause I'm angry at something else?
Maybe I'm angry at myself for being like that?
Maybe I'm very stressed?
Maybe I'm upset about somebody?
Maybe I'm upset about things?
I really don't know.
I know people will say I'm emo-ing.But I'm NOT.Try being in my shoes then.
And my whole face is burning red! Just so suddenly!! I doubt it's fever? And I'm glad my rashes are almost gone.Quite fast eh. Stomach pain now. Sucks. And my skin is so dry.I wonder why.
Need to go shopping for some office wear.But can't find anyone at the moment.Think I should go and will be going myself.
Day 4 without parents: Parents are coming today.But apparently I don't know what time.
On the phone with Jin Xing now..
I feel that my tolerance is really dropping, and this sucks.
And I've decided that I'm not going to complain to anyone anymore! Shall keep all unhappiness within me!!!
So slacked again today.As usual. Anyway, found out what's the company I'm working at. It's a US company call Bio-Rad Laboratories. It's actually an international company.Doing about life science.Did a research on it and found out that they are also doing on MRSA! HAHA! Reminded me of sec 3 R&D.What our group did and our gay it was.At IBP somemore! WOW! It will definitely help improve my profile.But I'm so worried that I won't be able to do a good job. But well, heard from Deryx that they are nice people.So hopefully I won't have too tough a life then.Now I need to find office formal wear.Hmm.Wondering what should I wear.
And I'm really losing the momentum to do homework and study.Better get it back. Man..SHU is SO STRESSED!
Day 3 without parents: wow! 3 jobs gone, another 3 job offers....
IN 1 DAY! 1 in the morning ( to work admin at TUAS) , 1 in the afternoon ( to work as a marketing surveyor) , 1 in the evening( to work admin at IBP)! Wow.This is something I didn't expect.If I had known all 3 will find me a job, I would have just gone to one agency. I hope I don't regret my choice. Why didn't the company at TUAS called me earlier! It wasn't even an interview! wth! I thought it was only available to one person, and I actually rejected it. What a stupid person I am. If not I would be working with Cindy.But I will feel so bad if I don't agree to Deryx one.He helped me fight for the job and was like assuring the person how good I am, and he highly recommended me. HAIZ. Feel so bad if I had rejected him. And I didn't have to go for an interview too. But one person, I really wonder how the people will be like.Hope that they will be nice people. Lunch alone. sian. Hope that I will not screw up or anything. Just hope that I will be able to pass this 2 weeks well and quickly. But having this job, I have so many troubles after that.HAIZ. I feel so bad. Honestly, I'm not really desperate for a job. I was thinking of working with friends initially. So was like accompanying them. But it ended up that all the agencies called me and my friend don't have. I know that you are unhappy about the one you get. Maybe it would have been better if you had taken the 1st one? I feel so bad that you are the one who really want to earn money, but I actually got a better job.
Suddenly I feel that I'm living for others. I may have expectations for myself, but when I do things, I always think about how others will feel, how others will be like, and what will happen to them. These are always the reasons why I've been so indecisive.I never initiate outings, but the responsibility of planning always land on me I realised. And I don't know why. And when there is a problem, all the blame will be put on me.HAIZ. And I'm always getting scolded for using up too much sms cos I'm practically planning for everything! I really want to reject it, BUT I can't. and what can I do? Nothing. This sucks man.
Anyway, shan't talk about the unhappy stuffs. Today: Bai Fong Wei Zhen Wee Yang Chau Lung Calvin came my house to play mahjong.It was really damn funny. Jin Xing was supposed to come.But apparently, something happened.Was quite pissed initially. But well, on 2nd thought, can't blame him. He didn't want it to happen too. Went GIANT to buy stuffs after lunch.And that idiot bai fong and chau lung, purposely searched low areas to find me.Stupid people.Quite a lot of funny things happened. But the only one that I rmb was, Calvin! haha! IDiot! Kept winning! I only WON ONCE!!! And I reckon it's cause I was sitting in front of a stack of books.LOL. So back to calvin. At first he thought won. But in the end, he thought he didn't. So he said " 怕你的(Scared of you) " when he actually wanted to say " 吓你的(scare you one)". Super funny lah.Totally couldn't stop laughing! He mixed up scared and scare and direct translated it! I couldn't stop laughing.As in literally couldn't stop.HAHAHAHAHA! So after that, dinner at LJS and went off to see a doc for my rashes.
I suddenly realised that I should have worked at TUAS! May have chance to meet gor and darren! This is SO WASTED!!! ARGH! I just hope I don't regret my choice.
And tonight is really home and Singapore alone! Brother just messaged saying that he won't be coming home tonight. Wah.Sian.
Day 2 without parents: Man..It's past midnight...so it's actually considered the 3rd day without parents.LOL.But anyway, thats not the main point.
Quite tired now. Think I've got a pimple outbreak! And my face is damn itchy. Don't know why.Sucks man. Time to really sleep early.Have been staying up late everyday. SO, Woke up at 11plus. Had a dream that made me felt like crying when I woke up and I don't know why. Been having 2 dreams every night.So weird.Anyway, Li Ping told me to meet her at Toa Payoh cause she wants to go to this shop which sells nice tee for 10bucks.So I had no choice but to train down myself to meet her.And it took me around 50mins-1 hour!! I always hate taking the red line. It takes damn long to get from one station to the other. With some weird people looking at you for I don't know what reason. So took to raffles place and changed to green line instead when I was going back. So bought 3 tops for just 30bucks! And we mainly went 2-3 shops? So after that, trained back to JE myself to meet Xinnee and Cindy for dinner at IMM. Saw Fei Lun Hai, though I don't really liked them anymore, or maybe that much. Glad I didn't go, cos DA DONG fell sick and didn't come along. So after that, walked home. Wanted to clean up my room and do homework and go running, but was too lazy. So ended up washing the clothes and watching TV. Think I'm gonna overnight today. and OH! Was looking for my dad's birth cert cos my uncle wanted it, and found so many information about myself.I did so well when I was a child! Totally didn't know that I've been topping abacus in all the major exams! WOOHOO! HAHAHAHA! So proud of myself! LOL.ok.thats lame.
Anyway, suddenly realised that, maybe promises don't really work? It's so easy to break it, as long as one forget it. But well, can't blame anyone for poor memory.And I'm really get pissed at the fact that the job of organiser for things falls naturally on me and when things don't turn out properly due to the difficulty in arranging people's schedules, it becomes my fault! WTH! And I'm always e one getting PS-ED. AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY!!! So, so what if I got a huge social circle!
And suddenly I'm reminded of something that happened last year that I don't really want to think of.HAIZ
Alright, better pack up my room man, since they are coming my house play mahjong tml!
Day 1 without parents: Well, parents went Vietname this morning. Pray that they will have a safe journey. Woke up, and realised brother had alr gone out. Well, so met Allicia in the afternoon. Lunch at IMM LJS, then shopping for stuffs for making jellies at GIANT. It was super funny. We totally couldn't find a jelly mould that we want. So, in the end, we bought one that is meant for moulding ice cubes. LOL. So went her house. And got to work. She's really a funny girl. Her own house, and she don't know how to use the stove. And her stove is also very funny and weird. Need a certain technique to turn on the gas. Super lame lah. And that funny girl was super scared in turning on the fire.SO we boiled the water, added the powder, and put in mango flavouring. And since we didn't have enough mould, we used plastic containers ( What a brilliant idea by me!HAHA!). So after putting in the nata de cocos, stored them in the fridge, and went to watch TV and do homework. After 3 hours, we took it out, and I cut those in the containers up. It really tasted nice. At least not bad for a 1st try by ourselves. And the heart shape ones were so cute! lol. Continued doing homework, and here I am, back at home, and brother's not home yet.
the jelly in plastic containers
Those in the heart shape moulds!
Anyway, to Xin Yi, enjoy! Title of Song: 我可以忍受 ( I know you never hear this song before, so ya lor..put the song here for you to link it! hahaha!)
Everybody put in the same effort, but how come some people are just better off than others? And it's ALWAYS the same old people.Just because they are lucky enough. Does it mean that they will always be at the top and be arrogant? Why is that people don't mean what they say. I knew that people are selfish.
Well, I guess life is just unfair. But I WON'T give up!
Alright.I got a call from Deryx from BGC. Funny guy.Styling his hair before meeting us.He's quite good looking actually.LOL.But anyway, he called me and told me that there's a job available for me at JURONG! OMG! It's so near! But anyway, I can only start work on Thursday.Sadly.And because of that, I may just lose the job.But well, I guess it doesn't really matter? So anyway,nothing much or interesting happening this holidays.
So yesterday: Went IMM MACS to study and do homework with Allicia. Had a great chat with her too! Don't know why.Each time we meet, there seemed to be never ending things for the 2 of us to talk about. No wonder we can be best friends for so long.Glad that she has cheered up a lot.
So, parents going overseas tml. Singapore alone with my brother! 2nd time ever! I wonder what kind of experience it will be this time. hahahahaha!
Job Hunting today again. Went JTC early in the morning to go check out Recruit Express, then went Raffles Place. Hesitated about stepping into Chevron House, so walked to Tanjong Pagar. Woah! Quite far. But well, we managed to reach Lian HUat Building. But when we reached global 21 hr consultant, we realised that there was no one! And so, we called them up and realised that they went for lunch and will only be back at 2. So no choice, we walked to Lau Pa Sat and had lunch before walking all the way back to Chevrons House. Suntec after that and home! But well, great walk anyway!
Sian lah. I'm wondering what should I say if I get the call. Accept or Reject the offer? I feel so bad that they actually helped me find, but aiya, I also don't know lah.
Man..I'm beginning to love the show "Legend of the DemiGods". Just started watching it yesterday.Watched 3 episodes. Damn funny and lame.
So anyway, yesterday was just like that lor..
Woke up late, so went school at only 10plus. The stupid bus took like 30mins to come! I waited super long lah. Met Jocelyn Thong at the bus stop outside school. So reached Cindy's house at like almost 12. Did abit of carbonyl tutorial and went for lunch at JP. Rent the show which required a deposit that was damn ex. But luckily someone lent me. Felt so bad. So anyway, went back to Cindy's house and started watching the 1st episode and did a bit of work, watched TV, slacked before meeting my parents.
Then Saturday Went Venture Era to find job, and realised that it was sales. So apparently, didn't like it, so decided not to go for the job. Went City Hall after that and bought a handphone pouch before training back to JE to meet Allicia for Dinner.Had a real great chat with her! We just caught about EVERYTHING! And It really feels great to talk to her..
So today Went back to Fairfield today to help out in drill for the GB Annual Camp.Thats all.Lifeless holiday so far.But nvm, I've somehow planned a list of things to do!
Anyway, to LICIA, Don't so stressed girl! Cheer up alright! I know things are not going the way you want it to be now, but things will be alright after a while. Don't worry so much k! Everyone has their ups and downs. It will be over before you know it!
Many things going through my mind these few days too. I sometimes wonder why are things this way. Am I not as goood or as capable as ______ ? It seems like _____ is always the one that everyone think is good. And also, maybe that feeling is just decreasing..HAIZ...
Muscle ache got worse.. Esp. my shoulders. Flu and super bad throat.
I suddenly had this thinking last night of making my blog private. Seems cool eh..
Anyway, shall talk about yesterday.
Almost overslept. Woke up at 8.30 and chionged to get changed and leave for school. The bus took SO LONG to come! But I was still early in the end. So Econs lecture was great! Really helped me clear alot of doubts. So after that, went JP with Cindy Derek and Zhao Peng for lunch at Fish& Co. They took so long to decide where to eat! It was damn funny lah.Esp, at Fish&Co. Totally couldn't stop laughing. Thanks to Zhao Peng lah. Kept saying Derek looked like a security guard. And our whole table was full of sauce, which was so embarrassing. And Derek was the funniest. Cause we kept teasing him, then when he had nothing to say, he will say "da jia chi"! Damn funny lah. I totally couldn't stop laughing. And I ate till damn full. Didn't even finish my New York Fish and Chips. So trained down to Town to go Recruit Express. And we didn't know how to go, so we made Derek talk to his "good friend", a security guard to find out where it was. And that security guard was so nice.He just led the way, and we were saying Derek is so suitable for the job. So we stood outside Recruit Express for a good 5 mins before mustering the courage to go in. There was this lady who had such a bad attitude. And we were so glad to be assigned to one who was very nice. The interview was quite simple, so we'll all just be waiting for a call from her. hope that it's ASAP. I'm getting bored by this holidays. So after that, I went to meet Chau Lung and His friend to the same place and did the same thing, by the same person, before meeting the other 3 again. So went Borders to just walk around before Cindy and I trained down to IMM to meet our families for celebrating Kang Lu's birthday. And of course, on the train, it was damn funny, Derek got tricked by us like siao.Super funny. So anyway, dinner at Baystreet 21. Ate FISH again, which was salmon, and the coffee cake was really nice. After that, went Chevron's for bowling, and Karaoke. Reached home at 1 plus if I'm not wrong. Damn tired..
Went to watch "The Coffin" and honestly, quite boring. Not scary at all. But the story plot was touching I guess? Anyway, walked around Vivo before going to Citylink to Marina Square to Raffles City to Bugis and finally JP for arcade. WOAH! Super tired man. Never been to so many places at one go. Finally found and bought a watch I like! And I was the only one who bought things when I only looked at one shop. Bt anyway, had a great time!
I can't believe you are such a big mouth.. I don't think it's so easy to heck care about it.. I really wonder if you did it on purpose.
And I'm so so so feeling green. Maybe I'm just unhappy about myself.
Anyway, went school just to submit I&R and sort out the GPF file. Was almost late in submission, luckily we chionged fast enough. So took a cab down to Cine with Xin Yi for KBOX. Was a rather last minute decision. We ate alot of their so called titbits till we were damn full. But had a great time singing with her lah. She was super funny, esp. at songs when "HO" came out. And stupid girl, kept changing the lyrics. And she got so high at singing hokkien songs. LOL. So sang till 7 before going home.
Xin Yi loves going K box and be at K box! HAHAHAHAHA!
No more using in the com in the middle of the night to do WR, EoM, and OP and helping people till I ALWAYS get scolded! I don't understand why can't they just understand that we are in a different era now, and that we have to find a time which fit everyone right? And it is always at night. And don't they know that I have no choice but to stay up? WHy can't they just understand instead of scolding and scolding and calling me a busybody? And why is it that they are unhappy, I will always be the one in trouble. I wasn't the one who stepped on their toes? And whole day say and say and say like nobody's business. I obviously hate it when they say things that I didn't do, and they always harp and harp and harp. After that, they will just keep quiet and the whole cycle starts again when things happen! Like wth! Why must I always be the victim! Sucks lah. And I didn't expect to get scolded for my result slip! WTH! I know that it's my fault that the results were like that.BUT YOU ALL DIDN'T EVEN ASKED OR ANYTHING way before this. So why suddenly so concerned? Just because HE didn't do well! Why throw it all to me? And I missed the next grade by A bit only! You think that I'm happy with it? I didn't really study much for any subject this year! And You think I'm very happy with my own results? Why suddenly start scolding when you didn't even asked at the start! Whole day say that studying at your era was like very easy. WTH!
Anyway, enough of ranting...I'm so glad someone was there for me last night. OP yesterday.. I think it went quite well just that I went abit fast at the end. I also didn't know why I actually talked so long. Anyway, was glad that most of the questions that were asked were actually thought out by us. Everyone was targeted a question about the parts they presented.ONLY the question posted to me was not related to my part.But luckily I knew how to answer as it was quite easy. So let's hope that we'll all do well for PW! After that, went Pizza Hut with Jeremy YY Bai Fong Wee Yang Chau Lung Kim Rui Jun Yang. ONLY GIRL! And they obviously made me sit with _______. Super funny, the waitress didn't really care about us when we called for her. They were like saying that we can just walk off and they will definitely find us. So after that, came home to sleep.
And monday, Went Xin Yi's house for OP rehearsal with Chin TIng's group, but Chin Ting wasn't there cos she wasn't feeling well. They kept making fun of Xin Yi as usual. And I realised that I was the only listening to everyone at every practice for every OP meeting. The rest were either talking or playing and I had to make them listen. I know they very sian, but I should be even more sian right? Given that I always listen to every single one of them speak.
And now, I feel like going back to sleep. Damn tired.BUT if I go back to sleep now, I may forget to wake up to go school. Plus, I'm SO HUNGRY!!!
woohoo! Blogging at Allicia's house using Allicia's laptop. Long time since I saw her and Jacon. HAHAHA! Missing them, and especially Jacon's jokes.
Jacon just said "today is 11th January" when I said 2 more months to 18th January. HAHA! Super Funny.
JACON!!! PLAN A GATHERING!!! Go bowling, cycling, movie, CHALET!! ANYTHING!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
Anyway, tiring day today. Woke up at 7plus to go for Drill at Fairfield.Long time since I saw the girls and gave commands.Kindda missing the feeling.And I'm most prob the drill com commander for pioneer girls next year? And the sec 2s are good.Glad that they understood what I taught. So chionged off at 11. Went to meet Raymond Derek and Lu Yao at JE MRT.Stupid Raymond was late, and still say that I will be the one who is late.So trained down to City Hall, chionged to Marina Square to eat Long John's.Finished it in less than 10mins.Almost puked.Then we tried to take a cab to the place, and the taxi driver said tooo near, don't want to fetch! Wth! Got money also don't want to earn.In the end, we walked from Marina Square to Esplanade, then we came to this place where we thought was the place of the competition.In the end, it turned out to be some International Rugby thingy.So in the end, we walked back to City Hall, and I travelled back to JE. Total waste of my time actually.So met Wei Zhen Chau Lung Francis Xin Yi Chin Ting Bai Fong Wee Yang Jin Xing and went off to YY's house.HAHA! Can't believe I got it right. OP meeting today went well.At least we manage to settle our agenda. Quite happy with today's meeting.And honestly, I really HATE to be associated with ***. I can't imagine that person liking me man. Which I'm not too sure whether it's true.So after that, went to eat zi cha with Jin Xing Chau Lung Wee Yang Bai Fong and Wei Zhen before going home.Got so scared walking back to the bus stop myself cause of the people I dislike.The rest wanted to play pool, but realised that they didn't have the membership, so in e end, went back with chau Lung and Wee Yang. So now, here I am, at Allicia's house after buying food for them.
