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Friday, October 31, 2008

First Day of holidays...
Hmm...Boring? I also don't know.Anyway, had a great dinner. A dinner that made me happy.LOL.Thats the only thing I can blog about today..

So, just did my schedule realised that if I were to find a job, it will clash with drill.Man, what should I go for? work or drill? which is more important? And I most probably can find a job in Nov.And it will mean that I will only be available in the weekends. It'll real difficult for me to meet up with my frens.Not only that.Plus studying and homework.and GB camp.Man.Another round of decision making from yesterday.HAIZ.This sucks again.I just settled my stuffs yesterday, and here comes another one today. So I will be so damn busy tml.Drill in the morning, followed by the competition directly, then chiong for OP and then chiong to meet allicia.WOW!

And JOb Hunting on Sunday! But actually, I don't really see a need to work.See how then..

And I want to get
new jacket
new shoes
new watch
new clothes
and maybe camera? Not sure yet..


10:39 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008

Man..SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME NOW!!!

This is like ARGH! NOT AGAIN!
I have to make decisions again!
FOUR THINGS HAPPENING on saturday. Clean and Green Competition, OP rehearsal, day out with Allicia, and Drill. How to choose? Everything is equally important. Like wth! All plans made and suddenly tell me got something else.I really hate this kind of scenarios! It's ALWAYS happening! And I ALWAYS regret my choice after that.

Anyway, A level chinese today.I don't know.Think it was alright? Really not sure.Just hope that I will be able to do well.Was feeling quite sleepy.Exact same scenario as promos.So decided to go toilet.And on the way back, the teacher asked me "the paper very easy is it?"
I said "ok lah"
Then she said " Then how come so many people going toilet and sleeping?"
I said " I don't know".I guess many people had given up or something or really too tired or can't be bothered.
Lunch at Mr Teh Tarik with Xin Yi YY Chau Lung Jeremy Wei Zhen Wee Yang Bai Fong Calvin Jin Xing. Yy had a funny reaction after eating the wanton mee. And Chau Lung had a funny reaction while eatin the prata.So went back school for OP. Glad that my group did well, according to Mr Tan.Wee Yang and Xin Yi improved, and Wei Zhen is better when he is sick.So Wei Zhen, you know what to do.HAHAHA! So he said that our group was above average, which was pleasing to hear. WELL DONE PEOPLE.Anyway, after that, walked to JP for ice cream! Had a great time there.Saw gor and darren, but I guessed they didn't see me? Been some time since I met them also.

And I realised that I have been getting unnecessary Blue blacks on my legs! Like WTH! I have 5 blue blacks , of which 4 has been healed, BUT there is one more! And it has turned red after my rubbing! WTH! Damn pain lah..

And holidays are here..BUT many things to do.Homework is a whole pile, planning to work, and there are drill practices, OP and so on.And of course STUDY.Block tests when school reopen. MY BIRTHDAY WEEK!!!

And finally, I had a damn funny dream.Crossing roads with 2 different groups of people.1st was I forgot who.The person was like protecting me from this DAMN LONG truck, and the person just held my hand and we ran across quickly. Then after that I was crossing the road with CHin Ting and Kelly.Damn funny.We ran across the road, and Kelly was so agile! She just jumped right past the fence in the middle of the road, then Chin Ting and I tried to climbed over the fence, and in the end, the whole fence dropped in the middle of the road. Super funny. Then after that, somebody called me when I was on my bed.And indeed, a phone call from that person woke me up.HAHA!

I'm so going to set up a live band in school!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATHANAEL LEE! :)


9:02 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008

MY 1st draft of I&R met the A target! YES!!! which means, I don't have to re-do or re-edit or anything! A HUGE load taken off. I don't have to care about it already. Now only chinese and OP.Really hope that I will be able to do well for both of them. Shu, Keep it going!

I'm having enough! Will someone just kill me?

If you really think you are that unimportant, I shall grant you your wish and not care about you anymore. Maybe this is what you really want.


5:35 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Muscle Ache Muscle Ache..

Hmm..
Feeling quite stressed recently...
With Chinese? With OP? With class stuffs? Although I say that I'm not stressed on the surface, but actually, I am. I'm really losing it soon.Like the money for the class shirt.I calculated and calculated and found so much missing! Was damn worried, because there will only be 2 options for it.Either I make up for those missing, or I get everyone to pay extra to make up for those missing. And either is not a good idea at all.It will bring about a lot of unhappiness.And for the class jersey, I was really worried that people will not like the chosen design, or there will be something wrong with the sizes.And I seriously heard alot of complaints.And somehow I felt that it was my fault. I feel that It was because of my choice that caused alot of unhappiness. But some people are just so ... if you are so good, you do it then. Stop complaining so much when you did nothing!

And chinese, why that irritating freak is so paranoid! pon school for chinese! WTH! I didn't really plan to study for chinese.Now I'm getting worried and stressed for chinese too because of YOU. And OP also. FREAK you lah.

And there is something else that I shall keep in me...

Anyway, got the class jersey today.Glad and really relieved that the class liked it and the sizes are alright. And Econs make up was like a strength of 8-9 with me as the only girl. And don't know why.It passed really fast.And Cheng Yong was super funny towards TM, who kept wearing the class tee the moment they got it! And we're wearing it tml.OMG. And OMG.I can't believe what Mr Tan wrote today! WROTE THREE TIMES SOMEMORE. WTH.It's spreading like wildfire.

Anf finally, something makes me :)


7:59 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008

Tired Tired Tired..
My feet are filled with blisters man..

Maybe they are right..I should really consider.I have never once asked for a reply.Maybe I should really do that.But for what? If I know that it may just be negative, why do it right? But somehow, I feel that it's positive.Man...What should I do? It's not that I don't want to do it. but I don't really see a point.Why not let things stay this way right? I don't know what will happen after that. Haiz..I don't have confidence in myself.

Anyway, today:
Went to work at an international sound and sight exhibition at Parkroyal Hotel. Damn slack I must Say. Was allocated to be with Xin Yi.And all we did was just sit there, wait for people to come and just pass them a ticket. And also, opening the door for people to go into the room, which was damn small. So many kiasu people at the start, and in the end, they didn't even come for the later talks. Those who couldn't get a ticket were damn pissed.Me and Xin Yi were like quite scared, cause they talked like they wanted to fight. And wwhats worse, the people who came to the exhibition were MAINLY MEN!! And had to squeeze in the same lift as all of them, which was damn uncomfortable. And where we were sitting at were near this room with karaoke.And it was all the old old songs.Me and Xin Yi kept laughing lah.And many times, many people tried to get into the room, but we didn't allow.They were like saying "what if I opened the door?" Then I said " But the key is with me". Then they had no choice, but to go off.But apart from that, made quite a few friends. And all of the guys treated Xin YI quite badly, esp. Cai Hui.But he purposely one lah.Cause Xin Yi kept saying he's a girl.And it was really very funny. But it was really quite a boring job I guess. Last day tml. And it turned out that those from Nanhua knew K.All his classmates! Xin Yi and I were like WTH! And I was quite malu-ed today. Actually asked the people who were part of the exhibition things and telling them directions.OMG! And in the end morning, on the train, I didn't know that Andrew was yiting's friend and from JJ.Was damn paiseh when I found out lah.And on the way home, I realised that Farrer Road is full of _____________. Like wth! I think I'm NEVER ever going back there after tml.

Yesterday:
Hmm..Nothing much.Just that was damn pissed off at a certain group of people. Like wth! You all obviously know whats the problem, but you are all not doing anything about it. It's a group effort.Not mine alone. So no matter how much I say and how much I do, if you all are not cooperative, it boils down to zero. You people are just making me feel as if I'm the only one who cares about it now.Shouldn't all of us be part of it and do our best? So after that I was really really quiet and just kept to myself. Till we saw TM drooling during Econs Make Up lecture, then I really laughed. And of course, before that, somebody alr tried to cheer me up, which actually worked. And after that, went dinner at Mos Burger and Oreo Cheesecake at Andersen's before walking around. Had great fun. Really cheered up after that. Thank you so much! :)

Wednesday:
Woke up early in the morning to puke, and I don't know why. And had diarrhea.Really bad stomach. So after school. didn't go for CCA.Went Sakae with all the girls.My first time at Sakae.Was really very fun. Chin Ting and XIn Yi suddenly went damn high.And all of us just couldn't stop laughing. It was super fun being with them.

Tuesday:
Interclass Games.A waste of our time. My class didn't even submit the paper.So was like slacking and walking around the school.The girls watched the 1st part of the games.The guys either go play cards or go Hall play badminton.After a while, the girls left school.And I was the only girl left in school.Almost cancelled the class outing.But realised that YY brought his skates, so we went East Coast in the end. Uncle Scorpion gave us an extra hour.Like so cool! So the rest rode off while I stayed back to teach Bai Fong how to ride the bike. Chau Lung and Kim Rui stayed with me awhile before I asked them to go off la. Bai Fong got the technique alr, but he couldn't cross his own barrier, which was damn wasted lah. After that Jeremy and YY came back, so I set off to look for the rest. Was like the only one cycling ALONE along the tracks.Got quite scared cos I saw quite a number of different groups of people. Met Chau Lung and Kim Rui in the end, and ended up cycling back with them. So went back to find Bai Fong, whose bike kept having problems. And Lent yy my bike, but dont know what happen, after he drop the bike, I couldn't really shift my bike alr. So after that, took a bus to Suntec.And in the bus, Benny was like sitting beside a couple who kept kissing and he felt damn extra.Super funny.So had dinner at Han's PLace with Jeremy Chau Lung De Yan Jun Yang Yung Yen and Wee Yang. Jeremy was like super funny. He was like saying that he helped us clear the plate.And the guys were like thinking of ways to escape from the calls of their parents.I couldn't stop laughing lah..But I had to chionged through my Fish&CHips.I never ate western so fast before lah.Was damn stressed by all the guys cause they wanted to go home alr.Ate until I felt like puking..So after that trained home with De Yan Chau Lung and Wee Yang..

Man..A level chinese coming.Haven't even started studying for it...I think I will overnight tml..or later..Long time since I did that..

And I'm so worried for gor in army.Please take care gor! Really.Just heck that person lah..Cannot take it dont tolerate anymore k!


9:27 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008

YAY! GOR finally completed his driving lessons! Time for YOU to fetch me!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Hurry pass your test and get your license! WOOHOO! HAHAHA!


10:55 PM

It's really happiness over unhappiness...
In a real happy and good mood now..
Thank you!


7:35 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008

I don't know.
Many things running through my mind..
Sometimes I really wonder..
Why are things like that now..
That feeling is back..
Why should I do?
I really don't know..
why you are behaving this way..
It's like suddenly?
Feel so _________
I really don't know what to do anymore..
It has been like that for real long..
Maybe not important enough..
Or maybe non-existent..
Feel being tore apart..
Feel that I'm just being left there hanging..
To choose...
And make stupid decisions..
This side or that side?
What will people think?
Missing Allicia alot!
HAIZ
BUT I'm really glad for that ONE thing that make me happy..
It really matters alot to me...
Really important..

YES! FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY met CES TODAY! HAHA! She was damn funny lah.I shan't say why later she kill me.She came JJ to meet me today and to wait for Evina. Had a great time catching up with the few PAE 08S03 people like Hiong Yong, Chee Yew, E-Goh, Evina and Ces, and of course MR ER! HAHAHA! It was super funny.Mr Er and Evina were like talking about sleeping disorders and the way to sleep.And they look like consultation.And Chee Yew still sounded like Mr Er! OMG! HAHA! And we're all missing the PAE days..esp, Evina and I, when we laughed everyday.No stress, no troubles, no nothing! It was just laughter and crap and fun and no worries or anything! We were all really close!

Anyway, shall blog about class outing and all girls outing another day..


11:15 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008

Haiz..
You could have gotten a good rest...
You could have been home early..
You could have done the things you want..
You could have saved your money..
You didn't have to waste your time coming along..
I'm so sorry..

Sometimes I wonder if I really should take up this position.It is making me quite tired sometimes. Sometimes I wonder why am I working so hard for when people don't really bother that much? It seems naturally that I have to do it just because I'm takin this position.I have to make all the sacrifices and worry that people won't like it and even when my parents are always scolding. Everything "you decide". Are you so sure that my choice is correct? What if I make the wrong choice? I will usually be blamed I guess. But I can only keep quiet. Maybe things would have been different if I wasn't the ______ . Or maybe it is my character. But well, I guess this is just my life. Shu, just accept it then.

Anyway, School ended at 2plus cause Miss Lim was sick and Econs lecture was cancelled.Should have just ponned chinese.Was damn pissed off at the relief chinese teacher. I kept telling him that we don't have the IJ paper. And he just gave us the AJ paper.And throughout the whole thing, he seemed to be only teaching Calvin Francis Chau Lung and Kim Rui.The 4 in front. My row was only left with Kelly and I. And I kept asking him for the paper.He treat me like invisible lah.And just kept on talking.Wth. So after a while, I decided to just heck him and play with my phone game and talk to Kelly already lah.Waste of my time. And Civics.As usual, Wei Zhen was like saying me and ________ again. But this time, I can't be bothered to do anything, just rebutt him. No point saying no when he insist there is something.So just play along lor. But it was damn boring sitting there. So ended up sms-ing Zhao Peng and trying to catch a wink, which apparently I didn't manage to do it. After school, went Queensway Shopping Centre with Xin Yi Chau Lung Jin Xing and Yung Yen. Walked around the whole place again. To find a cheap and nice design. And I love the 1st ever design I saw. And we settled for that in the end after walking around everywhere. Walked around for super long.We just couldn't find a shop that has S XL and XXL. In the end, we finally found a shop with all the sizes, BUT S.I guess if really no S, we'll really have to settle for M alr, I think it will just be a little long I guess. And the uncle promise free delivery.Such a good deal why waste.Was damn tired. But well, and really feeling bad inside that they had to walk around with me. They could all have gone home and rest. It's not really their job I guess.


9:14 PM

Shu is feeling so so so bad and guilty now...:(


7:21 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008

I'm having muscle aches everywhere!

Anyway, an all girls day out yesterday.
Went KBOX to sing.Was late, but met Kelly and Chin Ting halfway at Citylink before meeting the rest.Xin Yi was damn high! But Chin Ting was damn sian cos she didn't really know how to sing quite a lot of songs.So chose some common english songs and sang with her! Xue Li was quite shy and Shimin was so SHU NU! HAHA! Kelly was super funny too! But I shan't say why.Later she kill me.And the bill was super ex! LIke OMG! 1st time I paid so much for KBOX.Anyway, after that, we went to this shop with all the machines where you can grab a soft toy and drop it.Super wasted lah.For all my tries, the thing managed to hook on the toy! BUT it just slipped off after a while.So irritating lah.So we finally gave up trying.Dinner at Pizza Hut was quite fun.We tricked Shimin into thinking that the sweetener meant for the ice lemon tea was plain water and she believed I think.And on the table next to us, it looked like speed dating lah.We couldn't stop laughing.And the guy beside kept looking over at our table.If I'm not wrong, he thinks that we kept looking at them.So, Xin Yi left early, and the 5 of us walked around and bought a milk keychain each, and of course, for Xin Yi too.And we went around searching for clothes! HAHA! LOL.Then I don't know what happened to me last night.Suddenly didn't feel like replying ______ . But still, sometimes, we should not hold out hopes too high lah. Things may not turn out to be what we want it to be or what we thought it would be.Results is a very good example.

Then this morning, had a bad quarrel with my parents and got a terrible scolding from them. was damn pissed.But thanks to somebody, I'm alright alr.

Alright, think I'm going to take a nap now before doing my I&R and homework.


12:16 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008

Troubled :(


11:00 PM

WOAH! Just played audition with xinyi.
Xin Yi! I've fulfilled ALL my promise to you! HAHAHA! My Chapter 2 is out and I played audition with you! HAHA! Don't say I never keep my promise already!

Anyway, another slack day today.Physics lecture was REAL boring today.Almost fell asleep.Maths everyone was so restless.PW or rather, should I say physics was cancelled and GP was pushed up.Ended school at 1.30.So watched Connected.It was quite a nice show lah.Quite funny and lame.Laughed like siao.Well,l studying with 10 year fren later.Long time since I've had overnight studying with him already.

Anyway, it was a pleasant day:)

And Xin Yi, chapter 3 will be out soon! hahahaha!


8:37 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008

Chapter 2- 触电

霎那间,我们两眼交接了很久。。。整个教室感觉起来好像只有我们两个的存在似的。小时候暗恋她的感觉全都回来了! 原来我从未忘记过他!

[初恋的粉色系。。。]
我立刻把眼神定回来。

[抱歉抱歉!我的手机响了] 坐在他旁边的同学很有歉意地不断道歉。
[你好!我叫杨学谦] 我对他说的话一点也没放在心上,边走到我的座位,心里便不停地在埋怨。

[这个该死的杨学谦!在本小姐与陈俊峰这么重要的关头尽然让他的手机响!本小姐跟你势不两立!还是别想他了,我的俊峰还真是迷人。这么多年了人变得更玉树临风!不过,最精彩的是,我竟然更陈俊峰,以前只能远远的看着他,一天能见到他就偷笑的陈俊峰同班!而且是做他的旁边!让欣敏他们知道一定妒忌死了!哈哈哈!]

一整天的课,不知道为什么,我都感觉到精神饱满的!因为我根本就无心上课。没几秒就会往陈俊峰的方向望去,在那里发白日梦傻笑。
[小雷,专心听课啦。等一会儿人家把你当白痴。]但我是真的力不从心!

“铃。。。”

[放学啦!真快!唉。欢乐的时光真是过得特别快。不过不要紧!明天我们还会见面的!陈俊峰,你逃不出我的手掌心的。呵呵呵!]

[你好。我是陈俊峰。若你需要什么帮忙,可以直接找我。我能帮到的地方,我一定帮你。] 他在我自HIGH时给我吓了一跳。

[噢!真是我的白马王子与我说话吗? 我不是在做梦吧!]我一直打我自己的脸,确保我是清醒的 ,而且新式扑通扑通第一直跳,就快掉出来的感觉。

[你还好吧?]
[噢!这个声音真是令我听在耳里,甜在心里] 我简直就是在发花痴嘛!
[没事没事。]我不敢正面地回答他。

过了那天,我与陈俊峰的友谊与日俱增。我们渐渐地变成最好的朋友。班上都在传我们俩是男女朋友,正在交往 。

就在这一天,一切就开始有了变化。。。

体育课刚结束,陈俊峰突然走到我的面前。
[俊峰,找我有事啊?]

[我。。我。。有话对你说。。。]


Xin Yi! This is my chapter 2 la! So sorry! for procrastinating my promise over and over again! and yes! Audition real soon k! I'm really very sorry about it!

Anyway, today.another slack day.Ended school at 1.There were only like 12 people in Maths class.And TM was singing again! Damn bad lah the class.Laughed at him like siao.And after school, Jeremy treat the 11 of us to coke float at sizzling ice since he got 20bucks voucher.So after that, went West Mall with Chin Ting Kelly and Xin Yi.Ate KFC.Had so much fun laughing and joking about stupid stuffs lah.Xin Yi was like damn high.Don't know what is wrong with her.Like super long stuffs and say oK AH and oh! she like Ching Tng and Yong Tau Fu! So LOL lah.After that, went back Fairfield to help out for drill.Long time since I've been back to help.Suddenly mixed up my commands.But was glad that I managed to recover in time.LOL.

And well, hmm..don't know why.It suddenly feel like it has been shattered after I saw that message.But well, I guess it is alright lah.LOL.


11:12 PM

S.H.E - 安静了

只剩下钢琴 陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己

撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
安静了 在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局
撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你


9:29 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Alright! Finally get to blog proper! WOOHOO!

Firstly, shall talk about Monday:
OP was alright in terms of speech, but well, our attitude lah.I guess we were all too restless.Anyway, quite a slack day anyway.Went school just for maths lecture, which only went through one question? and Chem.After school, met Si Hui at Dover MRT and headed down to Town.Met Brian Fern Jacon Keith Mark Ho Tuck Yan Fiona Allicia David Robin Choo Jing Ming Yiling at Cine.Watched "House Bunny". The show was quite stupid and funny.But quite nice lah.But throughout the show, there were a group of damn noisy people.Damn irritating lah.Jacon and Jing Ming went to the front to sit instead.After the show, KD came and met us.And it was damn funny lah.He was at Heeren and he didn't know how to go cine, so he asked around like a tourist! We all laughed like siao lah.[SORRY KD!] And after that, Caleb Came and we went Swensens for Dinner.Was like freaking hungry lah.Didn't eat the whole day, cos was saving my stomach for dinner! Had a great time catching up and joking with all of them.Discussed about the chalet too! Can't wait for the chalet to come lah.And after that, trained home with some of them.Jacon and Brian chan got on the wrong bus! Was like SUPER FUNNY lah.We immediately called them to inform them, if not, they would have been to NEW BRIDGE ROAD! HAHAHA! So glad that we finally all got to meet up!

Tuesday:
Another slack day I must say.Physics was cancelled! GP was pushed up and we ended school at like 1.30? So went IKEA with Francis Chau Lung Bai Fong and Kim Rui.After that, went Queensway Shopping Centre to check out the prices of making class t-shirts.Went to many shops.Damn tired lah.but alright lah.The prices were quite reasonable.Tried to sleep on the bus, but apparently I didn't manage to do that.After that, came home and just slept all the way!

Today:
Nothing much too! It has been a really slack week for our class if you were to ask me.Learning Journey to Peranakan Museum was like nothing much.But it was really quite interesting lah.But the bus ride back to school was more interesting.cos TM was like singing and rapping! Damn funny lah.And Jun Yang was like sleeping with his mouth open, and I was like saying throw the wrapper into his mouth.LOL.And was so troubled about something today.But I'm glad I told someone about it.haha!

Alright, better start work.If not I will be so tired again.And Madam Goh will seeing me sleeping outside cookie house again.
Man..I cant type my Chapter 2 again! Sian!!!


8:31 PM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I can't believe what I just did..I just feel so stupid now...SHU is such an idiot!

Anyway, shall update about fairfield's clique outing and IKEA outing and of course my CHAPTER 2 tml!

Busy now..


10:35 PM
Sunday, October 12, 2008

Suddenly I feel like 叶希...

Anyway, had a weird and demoralising dream last night..
There was this event or was it a match? Not too sure.But there was a whole road that was like full of holes and people digging holes.And at the side, there are like bottles of names of people who are dying or will die at that year.Then I saw my name! So my parents asked this certain auntie nearby why is my name there.Then she said I will die at the end of the year! My parents asked why! Then she said I will die of too much sadness and depression! Like WTH! Then I woke up alr..Got me so scared for a moment..

So yesterday, went Marina Square, Suntec City and Bugis with my cousin.Went for SO LONG! BUT I got nothing.Sian.LIke suddenly no mood to shop also.But ever since I banged into this damn tall and macho guy, I kept meeting him at Bugis!Like made me so paiseh, and I don't know why also.After that, came home, took a nap, but got woken up by idiot Zhao Peng.SO LOUD LAH he! So noisy! I couldn't stop laughing also.Stupid.But who cares? I went back to sleep in the end.HAHAHA!

So I realised that I have many gatherings this week,which I may have to push it to next week!
Lets See who I have to meet or go out with:
Fairfield Clique
JJ clique
PAE 08S03
Qiao Yi and Ces
Ces and Evina
Hui Shi and Danielle
08S14 class outing soon!

HAHA! i think that's all I can rmb.But not enough days I think.and money!

Oh well, recently that idiot is so irritating.Don't like you means don't like you lah.I also nvr tell you that I hate you.Go around asking people for what.You want to know JUST ASK ME.So wishy washy and sneaky for what!

Man..Feeling so tired now.But also many things to do...Sian.. And my story! HAHA! Shall continue tml.Still thinking of how to continue...Dragon Love is so sad.. And I heard that Jay Chou's new album is not very nice.Hope it's not too much of a disappointment@
Sometimes I really wonder if ____ can dont be brought in.


10:34 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008

Chapter 1-第一次

[这个该死的MRT!今天特别地慢!我快迟到了!真不知道当初为何会觉得只要能去一间好的学校,距离不是问题。真是只讨苦吃。真希望我能转校成功,不然,我是真的会后悔一辈子!。。。]

我,黄小雷,17 岁。性格开朗 ,能与任何人无所不谈,容忍度特高,不过,总是后悔自己做过的决定而感到自责。这天,我与往常一样上学,但那该死的MRT,仿佛添的油不够,走得特别慢!真是快把我逼疯了!就在这时,我接到了一通电话。。。

[喂?黄小雷吗?恭喜你申请转校成功。麻烦你今天下午到这里一趟好吗?需要办理一些转校手续。]

[好地!好地!没有问题!] 我简直就是高兴得听见什么都说好。MRT里的人都以为我是神经病,好像哪根筋儿不对,在MRT上不停地大笑。


“铃。。。。!!!!”

[YES!!!太棒了!我终于要离开这间地狱般地学校!大家再见了!别想念我哟!] 一说完,我立刻收拾书包往校门奔去!

[新学校!我来了!!] 我飞快地从进了新的学校。[让我想想,我到了这里会与我在班上看到的第个人做朋友!还有这个,还有那个!还有很多很多!]

[哎呀!] 一个很低沉地声音突然打断了我的思想!这可把我惹火了。[HMMM。。。!是谁!竟敢在本小姐想事情想得津津有味的时候打扰我!不想活了是吧!]我正想转过身把那个人骂得臭头时,突然一阵风吹过,把我震住了!我的态度有了180度的转变。因为跌倒在我眼前的尽然是我小学暗恋过的对象,全校女生心目中的白马王子--陈俊峰。

[抱歉抱歉!你没事吧!我不是故意的。]我笨手笨脚地把他扶起来后就跑掉了。

[等一下!]他想叫住我,但我已跑得无影无踪了。

[好陷,他应该没认出我吧。不过,陈俊峰在这间学校,以后的日子就有趣多了。嘿嘿嘿]

那。

就是我们过了那么久,第一次的相遇,

也是我在这新校园里故事的开始。。。

第二天。。。

[同学们,今天,让我为你们介绍我们班上的新同学,黄小雷。大家为她鼓掌好吗?那小雷,你就坐在俊峰的旁边好吗?] 吴老师告诉我。

[什。。什。。么?俊峰?你说陈。。。俊。。峰?] 我抬头一看。。。老师正指着陈俊峰!!!

Alright.haven't thought of a title yet..haha! hope my inspiration will come soon!



12:02 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008

Man..I wrote my chapter 1 halfway, and suddenly, my inspiration is gone.Not that I have no idea what to write, is just that I have no idea how to write it out.I'm sorry Xin Yi! Have to disappoint you again.

Talking to Jin Xing now...

Anyway, today.Pangsei-ed Evina in the morning, got on the bus just before she reach.I'm sorry Evina! Was like thinking very long of what to do for something.Can't believe I actually dao-ed _________ in the morning. Was quite upset in the morning over something.But I'm glad that it's over! HAHA! Anyway, got teased at by people again over that rumour. Sian..Came home and slept till 10pm.

And yesterday got scammed, I thought I will be able to get my Jay Chou album! But when I reached the Popular, I saw that the release date has been changed to 15th OCTOBER!!! Like so OMG!

Suddenly don't know what to type..Shall stop blogging...
Anyway, I'm HAPPY NOW!!! :)


10:49 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2008

Haiz..
I knew this day will come..
Expected it..
But didn't know it will come so fast..
I guess my feeling was right after all..
I wasn't the one who started it..
Now it's all gone just like that..
So infuriating! :(

Shoulders aching badly..No mood to blog liao..Shall blog tml then..


9:20 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008

FINALLY! I'm back to visit my blog!!!

Damn tired..all these is really accumulated over the weeks man..since WR..I'm such a PIG lah..I was so tired that someone called me don't know how many times, I think 7 and I only heard it on the LAST TIME! Feeling so ps..And my shoulders are really aching badly..shall go and put salon pas later! Have been aching since monday...

All right, let's see...too many days to blog about...So I shall just blog about the main stuffs..

Hmm..Firstly,
Promo Results:
Alright, got back everything.Shall start with the H2s.
Physics:
HAHA! Conked out like I said before.As expected, failed the paper.But I'm satisfied with it given how much I studied for it.LOL.But I got the marks that I said I will get.Esp. for paper 2.I was like saying that my paper 2 must be this mark, and indeed! It was really that! Like OMG! When I saw the paper I totally got a shock! It's damn scary! But anyway, passed physics Overall if I'm not wrong.Managed to scrape through lah.
Chemistry:
Quite disappointing, didn't do very well.But at least I passed.Really studied very hard for this paper.Paper 1 was really careless like siao.Can't believe I didn't read the questions properly! Paper 2 I got nothing to say.Can't remember much.LOL. But still, passed overall.Glad enough.
Maths:
Satisfied that I managed to get an A for it.But missed the overall marks A by a bit.But well, I'm happy enough, didn't study for it as hard as I did for common test.

Now the H1s:
GP:
Paper 1 was kind of expected lah.At least I passed.HAHA! Paper 2 was the one I'm really happy about! Thought I screwed up! Quite shocked at that mark.Woohoo! I think my GP is overall pass already.
Chinese:
Haha! This one I got no comments.But it's an overall pass too!
Econs:
I got a shock when I saw my paper.Kelly was like why was I shocked.I can't believe I passed! I was like hoping for a pass, but then was like thinking that a 22/55 is enough for me to pass econs overall.Cause I realised I only studied like mainly the last 2 chapters.And for the FIRST TIME, I passed my essay section! And it was quite high, at least compared to my past essay tests! Happy enough! So econs is an overall pass too!

So in short, I'm so glad that I passed all 6 overall! PHEW!

Today:
Was damn tired..Kept yawning the whole day, especially during chem tutorial and maths lecture.Was caught yawning by idiot Zhao Peng during Maths Lecture.haha!PC was like the teacher was emphasizing about ponning PC.And the girls played Captain's Ball. Was damn tiring.Ran like siao.And there was a point of time when *** and I were like running for the ball, and we reached the fence area already.I already stopped and wanted to get the ball. She totally pushed me from behind towards the fence! If I wasn't holding the fence for support, I think my whole face will be whacked by the fence lah.Luckily only ankle was painful and my left got blue black that is really damn pain.Was quite pissed cause she didn't even apologise.After that got back GP papers to check before going for chinese.and my my! The Taiwan trip is most probably cancelled! That's damn sad lah.We were all so excited for it! Esp. Zhao Peng! HAHA! But well, I guess we can't do anything about it if it was really cancelled.Maths lecture was like not very productive.He only went through one question and Mr Leow came in to talk.Anyway, was being teased at by the whole group of them. I can't do anything if they want to say lah.I can only push it away.LOL.And oh INTERACT! BAI FONG GOT ADMIRER and he got harassed! HAHA! I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING lah..Shan't type the details lest he kills me.

Yesterday:
I think my PW group went school for like what? Chinese and PC only.Physics lecture did nothing much.My PW group decided to pon chem since it was no point going cause we had to leave in less than half an hour's time.So rehearsed instead.Overall, my group did well I can say.Just that don't know why.All of us were damn high.Super funny.Couldn't stop laughing.And after that, we didn't go GP.Ended up listening to Chin Ting's group and Kim Rui's group present.And of course, everyone was laughing at the Wei Zhen's so-called "Professor-ACT" And Francis came up with something new, which is Actually is equals to ACT-TUA-LI.Damn Funny.After that went JP to get my Salon Pas! Stupid Chau Lung! Kept laughing at me! Cause I didn't see the word "HOT" which was directly at the top corner of the packaging! Anyway, went home to take a nap, and got down to helping people in PW.Which was what I've been doing lah.Damn tired.Used my sleeping time to help them.But it's alright lah.If any of you is feeling bad about it, don't need to lah.Cause I helped willingly! :) Salon Pas is damn goood man..Totally relieved my shoulders of the pain! WOOHOO!

And oh! I had a misunderstanding with someone on Monday.And I'm so glad that it was resolved on the same day.If not, it may turn so bad and I will feel so sad.I think I made the right choice by deciding to tell that person about it.:)

FINALLY! JAY CHOU'S ALBUM IS FINALLY COMING OUT TML! AND I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! AND I REALLY WANNA EAT ICE CREAM! AND I'M SO ADDICTED TO ARASHI'S SONG!

Sometimes, that feeling just pierced through my heart and I don't know why.It's damn difficult to tell people about it cause I will know their response. But I guess all I can do is to keep it within me. And there is this thinking circulating in my head now that I also cannot say out!

HAIZ.Alright! LONG LIST OF THINGS things to do tonight! Man..Can't sleep early again today! Blogged SO LONG today!!! Long day tml, hope I don't die!!


9:28 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008

I'm feeling so bored and unproductive after promos..
Time to plan out events already.Time for REAL catching up with people and to do things that I really want to do! I only have this 3 months to somehow play before It's really getting to serious work..
And I realised something.Recently my mum is suddenly so concerned about me.Which is exceptionally weird.I think she's suspecting that I have a boyfriend, and my boyfren is either ______ or ________, which is like so impossible! Either she wants me to find one or she doesn't want me to get one, which I think is the former. So weird.Suddenly sneak up behind me to see my msn convos or see who am I talking on the phone with.And if she thinks it's a guy, she will ask stay where.So weird!

Anyway, yesterday:
Woke up damn early to do the OP structure stuffs.Then went to meet the rest to do our OP.With Chin Ting's group.Productive? I don't know also.LOL.Helped Chin Ting's group with their content too.And Francis kept talking about buying Tamiya car, and he also kept on teasing XY and someone.Which was fake lah.After that, went IMM with Chin Ting Chau Lung Yung Yen and Wee Yang. Chin Ting went to find her parents while the rest of us went BK.Talked alot of crap and found out something about that stupid irritating idiot.Can't believe he's still harping on it and thinking that he's right.I really have the urge to tell him right in the face what is wrong with him and heck his feelings! LOL.

But nvm, shan't spoil my mood.All Smiles now.:)


8:24 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008

Hmm..Woke up this morning and felt that my head was going to explode.Damn bad headache.So decided not to go school instead. Didn't know I've been so accurate recently.Guess marks, questions correctly and even falling sick also correct! Like so scary! But I heard that it was a very slack day today..so I guess it was alright that I didn't go school.Anyway, doubt it makes any difference whether I'm in school today.And I bet majority of the people don't believe that I'm really not feeling well cause I said I wanna pon school today.Sian..


12:13 PM
Thursday, October 02, 2008

Man..I said I wanna pon school and I really fell sick! HAHA! Body feels damn warm and having a cough and a flu now! And of course a stupid headache as usual! Like omg!

Anyway, today:
Got back maths.Can I say expected? Luckily there was method mark for last question.If not I die! Well done Xin Yi! hahah! And Physics.Hmm..I really got the score I said I will get for paper 2! But nvm.At least I passed overall.Kelly and Xin Yi! You 2 can do it one! So left chem.Hope I will do well? Don't know lah.
Oh.Someone gave me something nice today and Chin Ting kept teasing me.Stupid girl! HAHA! And I was asked a weird question today.Like so random.I didn't know how to answer lah.And then the 12 of us were volunteered for some facilitors for SEXUAL EDUCATION talk! WTH! What do WE have to do! Super funny..Can't stop laughing..
Met Allicia after school and just had a SUPER GREAT time chatting with her! Meeting her again next week! HAHA! And I think that the boys are having a "GREAT" time now at the All Boys Camp! And I shall go sleep!


10:47 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008

This is such a boring public holiday..
Wanted to play Audition with Xin Yi, but realised I forgot my password! So boring lah...
And now when I try to create new account, cannot create cause internet connection down or something like that..Sian..Think I'll just go and take a nap..

And I just realised I forgot to say something yesterday..
During GP, Miss Yvonne wanted to use Wei Zhen as an example to show something, so we said Wei Zhen Like TT.
So Miss Yvonne said " Wei Zhen LIke TT, BUT" And the whole class BURST out laughing! HAHA! Cause they linked it to BUTT.LOL. Damn funny lah..


3:31 PM