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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Forensic Heroes 2 is so nice! I'm like so addicted to it! But I think I have at least 20 more episodes to go..I can't believe Ding Ding died!!!
Anyway, Today:
Finally! One worry gone! Woohoo! And I think I've somehow settled the other. Today was a very slack day.Met Evina in the morning and went school with her! Mr Tan never come.So we didn't manage to get back our OTAS for physics paper 1.Used the question paper to check answers.And haiz.So disappointing.It was like chem yesterday, though I passed, but didn't do very well either.Threw away marks like nobody's business cause I didn't read the question properly or I changed my answers! ARGH! Then for chinese, the Chinese Teacher never come, so it became a break.And Chem was like the only productive lesson other than GP.And I think I really want to go for the NTU chem tour.Looks interesting.But who wants to go? I don't know lah.sIAN.Physics was cancelled, so we brought GP forward.Today can be a pon school day for many.HAHA! Anyway, after school went JEC to do PW with my group members.Went to the Kiddy Section of the JE library.Got chased away after some time.But fortunately, we already decided on what we needed.Came home and slept through out.And woke up to watch my forensic show! HAHA! It really looks damn cool and exciting!
Yesterday was also quite slack I must say.New topic for maths, chem was going through of paper 1.MadaM Goh suddenly started scolding us.For chinese, the chinese teacher suddenly not feeling well and went to see a doctor, so it was like a free period again.Xin Yi and I were at the 3rd level classroom.ONLY two of us, playing and talking crap cause the rest of the class was at the 1st level classroom and we were damn lazy to go down lah.HAHA! Econs was like going through of the case study.I totally cannot remember my answer.But I guess I don't need to hold too high hopes..But anyway, after school went to pre-order JAY CHOU'S NEW ALBUM! WOOHOO! Almost got scammed.The auntie forgot to give me the rubix cube! I left Popular wondering whether it was out of stock, or the person forgot to give, or they will give when I collect the album.Lucky I asked xue wen, and went back to ask the person again.The person really forgot to give! PHEW! If not I will be so sad.Cause that's the reason why I pre-order.
And It's really one disappointment after the other. I hope it doesn't continue.HAIZ.Really Sad enough.But I haven't showed it today.ANd it's like, esp. for the subjects that I studied really hard.Please! Let my hard work see results! And there is PW.I really want to get an A.Really work very hard for it, but somehow, I'm also feeling stressed by it.I don't know why.Maybe due to many factors...HAIZ.
But one happy thing is: I've got a new chatting and talking crap friend! HAHA!
And I'm going out with Evina on Thursday!!!
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11:16 PM
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
ARGH!
FAN ! FAN! FAN!
Trouble may be free, BUT I don't like to get free gifts, but why am I getting troubles like nobody's business?! And One trouble brings along other troubles!!!
Why am I the victim! You people sound like I know alot! I don't like to be the middle person! Do this is wrong, Do that is wrong! Like wah lao! How I know right! And I'm getting insulted on one hand, and getting scolded on the other hand! My fault meh! How I know right! I never even do this before! I hate ***! Whole day think you know so much and insult and insult people like nobody's business. Imagine I insult you one day.I have many many more things to say I tell you.Always act like you are a know-it-all.Like wth lah! Please lah, if you know everything, and you're damn smart, people won't have to constantly learn things already.
And now I have to worry this worry that, and it's COMPLICATIONS!!! ARGH!
And I've been to more than 11 of it in 4 years! Why must I go for that! I don't have the same thinking and purpose as you.I don't even see a point! Like wth! It's just a waste of my time.I'm sick of it! And what can I do? Nothing! It's just such a useless thing lah.It's just like a propaganda. Don't like means don't like lah.The brain is mine.What can you do! Nothing right! I don't want to change my thinking, so no matter how much you do, the result will still be the same!
Results.I also don't know lah. We're getting it back this week I guess.But so? What do I expect? I don't even dare to expect though I have a feeling how I will do.But I never dared to believe myself.Even If I think it's alright, I will still worry that I screwed up. So might as well don't think about it.Disappointment or happiness? I really don't know.I just know that if a particular someone did well, he wil definitely start talking about it and boasting about it and pissed me off.So I'm hoping I can do better then him.And It will be MY TURN.
And there's something else..
I'm beginning to wonder if I should tell some things to people.It seemed to have an adverse effect already.And I'm getting super unhappy about it..
I've had enough man!I think if I don't let it out, I'll really go crazy. I'm beginning to hate this life of worrying and troubles. Worry what will happen to this person if I do this, worry what will happen If I did this, worry this worry that. But it's all just extra stuffs! If this what I get from being nice? I'm always the one getting all the bad stuffs! And I don't even ask for a lot!
And I'm sorry Jin Xing..
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9:28 PM
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The word that I hate..
Really wonder if it's the same..
I feel like..
Nothing to say..
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3:48 PM
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Woohoo! Slept for 13 hours! But Still tired..I'm such a pig! HAHA!
Hmm..yesterday..
Last day of promos..
Early in the morning got suaned like siao..
Physics promo..
I died halfway.Don't know why.But I should still be able to pass..
Don't know lah...
Sian..
Anyway, after school, went Town with Xin Yi Wei Zhen Chau Lung Wee Yang Jin Xing Bai Fong. Ate Swensens.And Wei Zhen was being such an idiot..haha! He was saying " Can i order a fish in a jacket without the fish?" LOL.He would have done it if we were not in school uniform.Anyway, watched Painted Skin.Quite funny and nice.But I was damn tired.Can't really concentrate much on the show...
Sometimes, I really wonder what you want.It's just so different when there are two different scenarios.Have you thought of how I will feel? I want to ignore, but somehow I can't. Can I pretend nothing has happened? when I see it?
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9:56 AM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Study study study
Go go go!
Last paper tml!!!
Just hang on man..
But I can't..sian.
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6:58 PM
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Man..Just took a nap..
But the nap made things worse for me..
My nose started getting itchy and can't stop dripping.I'm like tearing every moment lah.Sian.Now my whole face feels so warm..And there's something weird.My left eyelid kept twitching, since last night...How am i going to concentrate later?
Anyway, chem today..
Erm.I don't know? I think it was alright? Forgot some parts and I don't know why! I was quite confident of those parts! But well, I should be able to pass though Paper 1 was slightly more difficult..But whatever the case, physics tml and I really feel like giving up on it.Can't study with my current state lah.But this can only be use as a thought...Sian..
Jia you people!
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUCK YAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH!!!
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4:33 PM
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Hmm..Chem tml..
DON't know..
Suddenly feeling quite worried..
Will I or had I screwed up for promos?
If I know, it's still alright.But the thing is, I don't know..
I don't know where's my confidence gone suddenly..
Ah! I feel that I'm lagging behind in revision?
Didn't use my study break properly?
I'm getting so tired..
I feel like sleeping liao...
Sian.
Who is willing to talk to me??
Anyway, studied at the library with Jin Xing Chau Lung and Bai Fong.BF and JX were like playing most of the time.Luckily I wasn't distracted..Arcade with them twice.Completed 5 chapters of chem? Left 1 and a half chapters..Am so glad for physics mock promos.Cause I just have to recap tml? I don't know lah..
Feeling so sian now..
HAIZ..
That uncertainty feeling I had in sec 3 is back.
Hmm..I don't know..It's just making me go up and down..
Het mooiere u is naar mij, zal het slechtere ik voelen
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7:50 PM
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
There's something really wrong with me today.I think it's because of the nightmare I had? But I can't really remember much of it already.
Feeling super unproductive today..
So I'm going to make it up by studying overnight tonight..
And somehow, I'm so frustrated and irritated today..
Can't study at home, cause it seems like there are many things for me to do! My mum kept on asking me do this do that, and my brother was watching TV.
Wanted so badly to talk to _____________ But Somehow, I can't. And I also don't know why.
What's really wrong with me?
It's only 3 more days..Can't I Just hang on? And sorry JX, for somehow venting my frustrations on you today..Esp. when you talked about that irritating person..Don't really want to be reminded of him..:(
Heard Jay Chou's new song! Not bad...2 more days..
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11:33 PM
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Monday, September 22, 2008
Just got home from lunch..
Damn tired now..Kept waking up in the middle of the night, wanting to study, but headache was really very bad.So ended up waking up and going back to sleep the whole night, and finally waking up at 5.30, which wasn't really very good timing to study everything..But fortunately, due to mock promos, already studied finished everything?
Anyway, maths was relatively easy compared to mock paper and common test I guess? Was doing it really very very carefully and checking after every question.Really hoping that I won't get any careless mistakes.But I did something real stupid, and OMG.Can't believe I threw away a few marks just like that.And only left 2 small parts blank.Shouldn't do that bad I guess? Given how much I prepared for maths promos,which isn't that alot? Really hoping that I will do well.And the hall was REALLY DAMN COLD.Was like shivering like mad.. And I was sitting beside TM! Super funny lah.And early in the morning, there was nose shit in his nose! LIke OMG! All of us couldn't stop laughing lah..LOL..Which is actually bad..
Went JP for lunch with Xin Yi Jeremy Jin Xing Jun Yang Wee Yang and Bai Fong.Damn full, and Xin Yi wanted to buy the ipod touch.haha! But in the end, she decided not to buy.And we kept on teasing Jun Yang.His response was also quite funny I must say.So bussed home with Jeremy Wee Yang Bai Fong and here I am, home.Damn tired.Think I will go nap 1st before studying chem later.
I realised something.Why do I always feel so bad and guilty about the way I treat that element? I didn't know anything much wrong what.And I treat him this way is because of the way he treat me. But why is it I'm feeling bad? Man..I think I will just revert back to the way I originally treat him then.
There's something going on in my mind since last night...But..
枫
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃想
唤醒被遗弃的爱情雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
3 MORE DAYS TO JAY CHOU'S ALBUM PRE-ORDERING!
4 MORE DAYS TO END OF PROMOS!
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1:52 PM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
I think I did the right thing..
Hmm..That barrier in me...
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10:59 PM
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Man..Having a super bad flu suddenly..
It's like super weird..This flu comes and go..
Like anytime?
And when it comes, my whole face will feel damn hot..and have been sneezing like siao everyday..But it will be alright the next day..
Anyway, was trying the RJ and HCI's prelim papers.Erm..quite manageable for HC, but RJ's one is crazy.The phrasing quite chim.Man..Suddenly feel quite worried for maths tml..HAIZ..
Better go back and study..
Let's hope my nose will stop running..
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9:13 PM
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
haha..what am I doing online?
I also don't know what I want to blog..
Oh..But there's something I want to say..
I really want to confirm something ASAP man..
Sian..
And oh ya! I hope Fairfield Clique chalet will be planned like now?
Before it becomes like last year, when we were chionging like siao for a place, and it was SO EX! OMG!
Anyway, supposed to go school for physics consultation with Mr Tan.But in the end, me Benny and Xin Yi didn't feel like going cause very tired..So cancelled.Sorry Chin TIng! Really so sorry for making you come all the way! Anyway, sorry KD too! For making you wait so long.Met Kuei Der at JEC MACS.For lunch, and wanted to study there.But there was this manager who kept on chasing people whom he thinks want to study away.So pissing off.But anyway, went library instead.Hmm...Not productive at all.And Allicia and Jacon were supposed to come too!Met many people that we knew...Anyway, met Allicia for dinner at IMM.It was REAL CROWDED! Luckily we managed to get a table at Long John's. HAHA! Kept teasinng KD.And KD was so weird.He didn't allow us to follow him to buy dinner for his family..Weird guy..Ok..GOing Allicia's house to study now..Think I must overnight le..
YAY! GOR IS BACK SAFELY!! HAHAHA!
Man..I can't believe that person is so important now that I have to delete those messages from someone else important.And I can't believe I did what I did today..But what will happen in the end? Too much is bad..
Don't want to have disappointment in the end..HAIZ..
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8:44 PM
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Friday, September 19, 2008
Maybe I was really thinking too much..
I don't know..
Suddenly feel damn down..
All because of...
Really wonder what am I holding on for..
Maybe I'm just....
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10:53 PM
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Just woke up..
from a NAP!
Slept for aound 4hours plus?
I'm such a pig!
HAHA!
But really very tired lah..
Wasted the day again...
Sian..
Hmm.today..
Econs paper..
Thanks to those phone calls that helped me to rmb and understand stuffs.So the part on inflation was alright though I didn't really go and memorise stuffs. I don't know how I'll do the paper.It seems like I could do it, but I forgot some stuffs.As usual. Realised I usually dont study for humans properly.Cause the day before humans paper is always so tiring.Somehow I rather sleep..And today my guess was like all correct? The exact same essay question I saw yesterday came out! and I predicted there will be no morning assembly! This is so freaky! So if I guess something that I feel, is it correct? LOL..
Anyway, after the paper, went IMM with Xin Yi Chau Lung Jeremy Jin Xing Bai Fong Jun Yang Wee Yang Kim Rui.Was like deciding super long where to go.JP or IMM.And after that we were deciding between Subway Swensens or Secret Recipe.Anyway, finally went Secret Recipe.Ate Chicken Corden Bleu.Didn't finish it.Damn big.But the ham and cheese is really very nice.HAHA!Really talked alot of crap man.It was super funny lah.And I started getting real irritated by something.It's like there's Chau Lung there what.Why keep on directing to me! And it's like, I can't have a meal in peace.I was like telling Jin Xing and Xin Yi that I hope I didn't regret taking that seat man.But I guess I did regret.Anyway, I heard that I did something real bad.By not saying bye to somebody who kept coming back to say bye.Felt so bad! Me Jeremy and Xin Yi all didn't know! And the rest did say bye.OMG.HAHA!
The hope seems to be dangling there sometimes too..
Wenn ich weiter warten muss, darf jenes Gefühl nur abgehen. Haiz.
Manchmal errate ich, dass ich nur zu viel denke?
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10:53 PM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
I'm like damn pissed..
Abit weird to be pissed now..
Cause it happened during the break before chinese...
It's like wth! I don't even know you, I walk past you, and you have to say so loud to your friend.There's someone shorter than you! Like wah lao! Hello? How you know I'm shorter when I wasn't standing DIRECTLY beside your friend. So how you know? And excuse me, you are tall? Are you so sure you have NO PARALLAX error? Stop being such an asshole! It's like, what for compare? SHort then short lah.Just face up to reality lah.Don't tell me being short will kill you meh? Then go for knee extension or something lah.What for compare with short people? Esp. when sometimes you are the one shorter...I keep quiet cause I think it's damn childish to compare.You want to be tall, let you be tall lor..
Anyway, Shan't talk about that alr..Me and Xin Yi have found an interesting way to counter these stupid childish acts.HAHA! Entitled to Xin Yi and Me ONLY!
Today is the start of promos..
Hmm..
GP- I also don't know leh.Seems like my stand for that question is totally different from the rest? Difficult? I also don't know leh..People say difficult, I really no comments leh..So am I suppose to worry?Maybe not now..Later I guess? I believe it will come lah..
Chinese-I think my compo quite standard and drama lah.Paper 2 was hmm..I also don't know.Should I say tricky or should I say it was alright? Actually, I also don't know.Like everyone is saying it's difficult, but right, I don't really think so also.Aiya, I don't know lah.I just know that half an hour after paper 2 started, I was damn sleepy alr.Can feel my brain shutting down.But each time I want to shut my eyes, I will feel that the teacher is nearby and will wake me up, so in the end, I didn't sleep at all..
Alright, Econs tml..Better START studying..I must pass at least man.But I really hope I can do well lah..
And a happy thing to announce..
JAY CHOU'S NEW ALBUM IS COMING OUT SOON! THE PRE-ORDER STARTS 24TH SEP! WOOHOO! Sorry Si Hui! This may come before your WEIJIAN album!!! HAHAHA!
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7:27 PM
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
WOOHOO!
Tml's promos!
But for now, I don't know why, I'm feeling super hyper!
I guess happiness really makes one go high and stress free!
Why am I happy?
I also don't know..LOL..
Walked home from west mall today! HAHA! Interesting walk home..
Had a great chat with Allicia! HAAH!
And YEAH! My parents bought ginseng back for me! WOOHOO! LOVE THEM MAN..
Anyway, today was quite productive I guess? Completed the econs that I needed and want to complete..I must go and start GP already.Quite stressed about it, cause of my common test.Must maintain the standards man..Alright, better go and start reading the content pack, esp. when I don't feel any stress now.Then I can rmb what I read! HAHAHA!
If it's a dream, I hope I don't wake up..HAHA!
And Somehow, I'm loving Jay Chou even more!! WOOHOO!! HAHAHAHA!
ALL THE BEST FOR PROMOS PEOPLE!!! :)
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8:01 PM
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WEDNESDAY..
TML IS THE START OF PROMOS...
So?
SHU, STOP SLACKING!
Anyway, Feel super unproductive..
The school shouldn't have a study break lah..
I think it's just making things worse for people..
If I were to go school, I will be able to absorb so many more things I guess?
But ok lah..I guess I did managed to study and understand the econs stuff?
Esp, when somebody asked questions that got my head cracking..
Anyway, going out to study alr..
I'm going to complete everything I want to do...
And I think I'm going to take up a new language lesson, or something else after promos..
Es war so eine angenehme Nacht
Ich war wirklich hoch, der übermäßig unheimlich war
And gor is going Malaysia today..hope that he and his family will be back safe and sound! Take Care gor!:)
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8:35 AM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Suddenly..I feel that it's damn meaningless to study..
I don't know why lah..
Just feel like chunking my books aside and not study at all..
I feel that I've lost that sense of motivation..
But I also don't know what I feel like doing..
Sian..
Promos..
Haiz..
I must love you man..
But there's nothing about you that I can love?
Shu, I think you're in trouble..
Anyway, I'm loving this song!
下雨天
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉 沉默的场景
做你的代替陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
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11:39 AM
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Monday, September 15, 2008
Damn tired now..
Damn pissed now.
Wth lah..I'm beginning to hate that rumour even more..Can it just stop? I'm tired of rumours with guys since PRI 1!!! No..Should be, since kindergarten? Whole day being rumoured with my very close guys frens...What if the person I really like heard? It's getting irritating lah..And who say being happy when Im being rumoured with a certain someone means I really like that person? It's not even the 1st time..ARGH! This sucks man..I hope it won't change things or make things worse.There must be some limitations to certain things lah...haiz...
Anyway, I feel like sleeping..
Woke up damn early for the physics mock promo.Paper started like half an hour later? I think it was alright lah.Mr Tan wasn't even there.We didn't complete the whole paper of paper 1 and 2, and we kept changing classrooms.LOL.Cause the classroom we were using was actually being used by another class.After that, went to teach Hiong Yong some maths, before going JP to meet Si Hui for Lunch! HAHA! Had a great chat and great time catching up with her! After that went to meet Pei Yun to photocopy some stuffs and off to her house to study.Ended up sleeping for 1and a half hours.Quite productive though.At least understood most of the concepts..
I'm so in love with nan quan ma ma's new song!
I know I'll regret what I just did..:(
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11:47 PM
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
Ok..I'm feeling so tired now..
Physics mock promo tml..
Left at least 3 more topics..
Was like studying till I want to sleep la..
Then was suddenly reminded of sec 4..
When Eugene said "Physics Textbook is the best cure for sleeping!" HAHA! I totally agree.Physics does make people want to sleep.Don't know why, just reading the notes just make me want to sleep..
Anyway, promos in 4 days..
Am I prepared?
I don't know?
Am I panicking?
I also dont know..Don't feel like it..
Everyone seemed to be comparing their progress..
But for what?
Everyone has different ways and methods of studying what..
Well, I hope I can do well for promos..
So that I won't feel that I've let myself down...I will overcome the stupid careless mistakes!
Let me pass tml's mock promo can alr.I will be happy enough for tml..And yeah! Meeting SI HUI and ROBIN CHOO tml! HAHA! Lots of catching up to do!!! WOOHOO!!!
I guess It's one step closer?
Let's hope that my instincts will be correct..
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10:04 PM
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
Oh ya...a random picture of my class's O level SCholar! HAHAHA! DE YAN! I will upload the Jun Yang's one after I get it from Xin Yi..
Don't you think he looks real nerd this way? HAHAHA!
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8:47 PM
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Sleeeeeeeeeppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyy...............
haha! Both benny and I agree that we don't have the motivation to study for promos..BUT it's only 2 more weeks! So we all can do it! JIAYOU people! But My plans have been changed.Still quite lagging..And I can't study at home now.It's super noisy downstairs, cause of mooncake festival, there are performances everywhere. The Lion dance is so noisy. And Francis suggested celebrating mooncake festival as well as MINHCAKE festival as a class.LOL.
Anyway, slept at 4am cause went studying at MACS with 10 year friend.The people sitting around were super noisy.We were already sitting at the corner.Can't they be more considerate and lower down their volume since we are obviously studying? Totally didn't feel like studying after that.Was like slacking and slacking.Cause the physics and econs notes are really making me sleepy.Woke u 9plus this morning and didn't really chiong.LOL.Went school for physics consultation with Xin Yi Cheng Yong Benny and Jun Yang.Mr Tan was super funny lah.Kept on linking Cheng Yong and someone else, till his whole face all red! HAHA! And it was considered productive I guess? Completed the past year physics paper 2 that he gave. Was glad that I could do most of the questions, with help of course. Was super shocked when he told Benny and I to do paper 2 while the rest do paper 1.Anyway, Xin Yi left early and Lunch with the other 3 guys was quite fun also.The Botak Jones Fish&Chip wasn't too bad.My 1st ever meal at Botak Jones.LOL.SUPER FULL till now.Then came home and sleep after that...Till now..
Ok..Studying time! HAHAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE KOH!
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7:44 PM
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Friday, September 12, 2008
WOOHOO! FRIDAY! And last day of school before promos! EXACTLY what I've been looking forward to! HAHA! And as promos are coming, 08S14 is really getting real fun and exciting and bonded! WOOHOO! And GUESS WHAT! I'm super lagging in my revision! HAHA!
1St thing..NEWS OF THE DAY
HEARD FROM XIN YI..
WU ZHUO XI has THREE CATS!! HAHA! She is really good at predicting!
Ok..Shall talk about today..
A really slack day..
First thing, assembly was cancelled and J1s all had to gather in the hall.And the first thing that happened was TM DIDN'T ZIP HIS PANTS AND WAS SEEN BY XINYI! HAHAHA! Ever since that, the guys all bend down to talk to her! hahaha! I couldn't stop laughing lah.HAHA! This is great man..Everyone can relieve stress! JUST BY LAUGHING !hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Physics Lecture was quite boring..Nothing much.One hour break was so-so.Had the free chocolate. Maths and Econs passed real fast and once again, it was like another break cause PW was cancelled! So the whole group of us, me xin yi kim rui chau lung francis bai fong wee yang yung yen jeremy I think thats all, went to get the free drink and just sat there and talked and discussed about TM's birthday.Was reallly super funny..GP was very random, nothing much too...
After school, Bai Fong scammed me.But nvm, fortunately I met EVINA at the bus stop! Really had a great chat with her! WOOHOO! Told her ALL MY TROUBLES! Really feel very good!Seriously Great! HAHA! And we were just talking about PAE 08S03 and our much fun we would be having if we were still a class, esp. with those two people in our class.HAHA! Can't wait for our gathering lah.Really had a real great time catching up with evina! WOOHOO! HAHA!
Ok.I shall go and compile all the compo and send it for binding! haha!
oh ya...interesting news, 08S14 has 34 PEOPLE!
HAHA!
18 GIRLS and 16 GUYS!
SURPRISINGLY SEH..HAHAH! There is no class that ever exceeds 30! HAHAHA! I LOVE PAE 08S03 and JAE 08S14!!! AHAHAHAHA! SO MUCH!
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5:14 PM
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
WOOHOO!
WR is FINALLY OVER and done with!!
So..The next part is promos! Which is like next thurs? MAN! I'm super lagging in my revision! Must really pia alr..
BUT...
due to the 3 days of pia-ing WR, and super lacking in sleep.Cause never sleep for 1 or 2 nights.So, it is accumulating! And I remember reading in a psychology book that sleeping less hours for a certain day, the tiredness will be accumulated over the next few days, and not easy to be recovered so soon..sian..
Anyway, yesterday and today was real funny.08S14 is really getting united and fun by the day! HAHA! All because of THREE people..
Shall start with yesterday..
Everyone was rushing out WR to submit to teacher.And the funniest thing was, Benny photocopied the WRONG cover page! He photocopied the one for group project file instead of the one for written report! And ours were all bound with our written report after finding it out! So the 2 of us hurry rushed to photocopy again.And Benny, did the poking of the holes while De Yan helped to bind the papers together! They are quite professional.The 3 of us agreed already.We will set up a photocopy business together! Every year got PW, we'll set up our business.I will photocopy, Benny will do the holes, and De Yan will do the binding! HHA! We'll earn so much lah.And in the end, only THREE from our class went for chinese! And for the 1st time in my whole life, I answered a phone call during lecture! Kim Rui sudddenly called me and I shocked! Leaned my head on the table and answered the phone call!Super weird lah.Was damn scared that I will get caught.Then Chem.Hmm..Heard some interesting stuffs.Cheng Yong they all were so lame lah.Kept on making fun of me and somebody else, but only targeting at me.Super weird lah.GP make up was another.Got a shock when I got my content Quiz back.I didn't know how to do so many, so I anyhow do, and I still got that score! OMG!But AQ was a disappointment lah.Went out of point.But I managed to pass! HAHA! Congrats to Xin Yi for doing so well! And thanks to Miss Yvonne, my class has a new magic number THREE! HAHA! We all laughed like siao lah.Benny Cheng Yong they all were super funny...
Today..
It started with maths I think..The magic number appeared don't know how many times on the whiteboard.And madam lim also said alot of times.And Benny was so bad to TM.Made us laugh like siao can.Madam Lim had to say square root 9 instead of THREE.HAHA! And then there was PW, which was even funnier.De Yan sat beside me, and then on his other side, was TM's bag and then TM and Cheng Yong.CY kept on disturbing him till the 1st time it happened.TM wanted to grab his face.And the 2nd time, TM finally grabbed CY's head! Damn funny! And they got caught by the teacher! Our whole class couldn't stop laughing lah.I totally laughed like siao lah.And what was worse, throughout the whole lecture, De Yan sat beside me and was like imitating TM lah.And kept flicking.I laughed throughout the whole lecture can...
My class is getting more fun! haha! Really hope we'll become really bonded.HAHA! OK..Full force for promos from tml onwards!
Hmm..I'm addicted to wo bu pei by Jay Chou!
我不配
这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这笑容太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回 一些些
应该体贴的感觉
我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微
在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配
这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这笑容太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉
已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页
不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背
为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配
What to do?
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10:11 PM
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Monday, September 08, 2008
Just got home from school..
But one of the best PW meetings I guess?
Got caught in the rain..
Damn cold..
Stomach damn pain..
Damn tired..
Didn't really sleep last night AGAIN...
Super bad headache..
Maybe Not going Taiwan already..
I really want to sleep..
Gonna be the 3RD NIGHT IN A ROW tonight!
I really cannot take it alright..
Why must I be the one not enjoying anything at all!
Why am I the one getting all the unhappiness!
What have I done wrong man..
Nothing right!
Why am I like slogging my lungs out?
For what?
With that uncertainty in mind..
Why am I putting myself to so much disadvantage!
Why must I care so much about what others are thinking..
I can't do this...
I can't do that..'
Does it help suppressing everything in me?
There's definitely something wrong with me recently..I was never like this..Why do I get upset just like that? I'm hating this.As in, seriously hating..It's just my wishful thinking..I knew things will be back to square one.But Can I pretend I don't know anything? Cannot..Can't hide many things nowadays..
Shu is unhappy..:(
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10:45 PM
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
Hmm..
Slept at 9.50pm...
woke up many times in between and finally at 12plus?
Discussed some PW stuffs with Francis..
Lie down on bed at 3.20am?
Supposed to be sleeping for 30mins..
Ended up with too many things on mind..
Didn't catch a wink..
Here I am..
Online doing PW again..
That's my life as a PW leader..
Many things to consider..Had a great chat with Francis about our PW...He's really a good person to talk to I must say.And my sleeping hours is really decreasing..I hope I don't die of lack of sleep some days, considering the fact that I don't and never once slept during lessons and schools..I hope I don't die of keeping certain troubles to myself..I cherish my life a lot.And maybe you don't know me that well after all considering what you've just told me.Well, there are just certain things that I can't control..I can only accept it given my character...Ask me not to think of how others will feel if before I do something, even if I will be hurt? Don't need to even try..It's almost totally impossible..And it's proven..I guess thats my life..I believe there will be always be people who will really appreciate me...Even if many don't see it..
I have something hidden in me..that is really troubling me like mad..that I really am dying to let it out! But I can't do it yet...Not the right time..Maybe there isn't even a time for me to let it out..I don't know and don't wannt to go and think about the consequences..
Alright..WR, Here I come!! I believe my hard work will bear fruits some day..
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1:21 PM
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I'm really wrong this time..
So it was all my own thinking..
My own wishful thinking...
HAIZ...
Felt that I'm being pushed off a cliff when I just managed to climb up..
It's always better to be certain..
How long will this continue man..
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1:21 PM
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PW time today!
Homework time today!
I guess no study time alr..
Had a funny night watching weird movies...
Had a weird dream last night..
Think it was due to watching E Zuo Ju..
I can't believe I'm feeling like Jiang Zhi Shu..
That feeling is somehow gone..I should be happy, but why do I feel so....
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1:21 PM
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Saturday, September 06, 2008
Just got home...
Damn suay...
Drenched from head to toe..
Super cold...
Super Bad headache..
The rain was super heavy!
Wind was super strong..
Surrounded by what I don't like at JE..
Walked in the shelter like never walk like that...
Walked home without anybody else walking..
Reaching home..
Earpiece dropped..
And when I reached my void deck, I realised my ear piece dropped..and my phone was gone!!!
Wanted to open my umbrella to walk back the route I toook to find my phone..
Wind too strong..
Couldn't open..
Can't be bothered..
Ran out in the rain...
Walked back in search of phone..
Finally saw it in the middle of the road, on top of the drain..
Wanted to retrieve it..
Saw a car coming..
Didn't know what to do..
Was damn scared the car will crash my phone..
So somehow almost went out to pick it up...
Fortunately the driver stopped!
PHEW!!
Recently damn suay..almost got banged down 3 times..
1st was a school bus, I was obviously crossing..and that bus driver purposely don't stop..
2nd was I slipped and almost fell while crossing the road, lucky I managed to stand still and hurry cross. if not, the truck would have hit me..
and 3rd is today..the car!
If I was slower for 1s, I would have been in hospital I guesss..
HAIZ..
Ok..going off to study..
PW is really going to drive me crazy...
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9:32 PM
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Friday, September 05, 2008
SHU NEEDS AND WANTS A GOOD PEACEFUL CALM SLEEP WITHOUT TROUBLES WITHOUT PROBLEMS WITHOUT WORRIES WITHOUT ANYTHING IN HER MIND!
Man..I'm so tired..
Been really tired the whole holidays..
Seriously Lacking sleep...
which is such an irony..
Aren't holidays for resting?
But we seem to be doing more work then usual..
Anyway, maths mock promo today.Met 10 year friend and went school together.Thought we will be late, but we were on time.HAHA.It was ok I guess? Forgot some formulas and concept, but it's alright overall lah.Lunching at JP with Xin YI Yung Yen Jin Xing Chau Lung.Ate 2 siew mai and 1 egg tart in the end.Cause seriously didn't know what to eat.But was really damn hungry.But the 4 of them like finishing their lunch, felt bad about making them wait.So decided might as well not eat.So went back to school with xinyi for a PW meeting. Really opened my eyes to many things.Anyway, went home and had a short, but not very good nap...and after dinner, watch show, here I am, doing PW.
I'm seriously beginning to wonder that I had made a wrong decision.It's just making me so argh! Like sian lah.That feeling is back.And I really don't like it.And things are getting even worse..I'm getting really very fed up and tired of things alr.How I wish I can get away from all my troubles.ONE DAY is enough.I will be thankful and happy and glad..I hate those emo moments.I want to be the stress free and forever happy Shu of Primary and Secondary school!
AHH! SUddenly I missed Allicia Si Hui May Yiling and Fiona!!! I missed the times when we can randomly share things! Sleepover soon alright!!!
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11:45 PM
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Wednesday, September 03, 2008
WOOHOO!
Supposed to be studying
But ended up filing all my subjects and clearing my study table!
HAHA!
But feeling so organised now!
Can study liao..
TATA!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE STUDYING FOR PROMOS!
CARRY ON THE FIGHT NO MATTER HOW HARD IT TAKES ALRIGHT!! :):):)
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11:08 PM
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Feeling so insecure and unprepared...
Lagging behind!
Oh no!
Many things unsure..I think
23 days! :)
Don't worry, you can do it SHU!!! HAHA!
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8:53 PM
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008
and OMG!
Did I say that I felt so sad that I didn't manage to go RSAF OPEN HOUSE? MAN....
Saw the pics at someone's blog!
AHH! So regretting not going!!!
NVM..there's still a NEXT YEAR! hahaha!
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10:23 PM
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Ok..Today wasn't very unproductive too...
I think it has something to do with the subjects I'm studying. Don't know why, the drive and motivation is just not there! And I know I cannot carry on like this.I will die if this goes on. Physics is just so dry and boring to me. I feel that learning physics is like for the sake of taking it.I don't even and cannot find a reason to like it. I still love biology! HAIZ. I will make sure that I don't take physics in future I guess. Sian..Ok..I really have to get going and study....and at the same time, find a motivation!!!!
Sometimes I really wonder..why is it that people like to cry over spilled milk? What's happened has already happened.So what if you keep harping on it? Does it help? Does it mean that by harping and talking and crying about it, time will turn back and you will get what you want? It's like O levels, so what if you screwed up one subject? Things may not always go your way. Does it mean that by regretting about it, things will change and you will get the grade you want? NO. So instead of always harping on the wrong decisions you've made or the things that had ALREADY happened and is the past, why not just look forward and think about how you can prevent those things from happening??
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9:53 PM
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Monday, September 01, 2008
Haiz..I knew I shouldn't have come home so early..Did nothing today..Kind of wasted it..Maybe I'll just try to make it up later or something..
Let me see..
Went school in the morning for physics consultation with Mr Tan with Cheng Yong Chin Ting Benny Jun Yang.Quite good I should say.Got a better understanding of answering certain questions.Lunch with Mr Tan was great too! Cheng Yong treat Mr Tan Prawn noodles while Win treat him drinks.We all had a great chat over Couples and Mr Tan told us about his love life! HAHA! Super funny lah he.Kept on saying what must find a good guy, and ask things like what have guys given to chin ting and I before.LIke so random.But we really had a great chat lah.Anyway, went to photocopy some stuffs, bought lunch for my brother, topped up my card and went home.And of course, I fell asleep.Supposed to be sleeping for 1 hour.Ended up sleeping 3 hours! OMG.And now, here I am, using the com, doing things that are like wasting my time.HAIZ. Don't know why also.Nowadays, if you ask me to study at home, I will lose the drive and concentration.Not like O levels that time where I was really super focused.Sian lah.Must make up later..
I hope stress won't come so soon.But I think it's building up already.Got back WR.At Least it's just minor parts that need to be editted.But still, many things to add in.And the dateline is NEXT WED! HAIZ.ANd I feel that I'm lagging in revision for promos.I know how slow or fast I can be.And I hope I don't regret the decision I made yesterday..
Sian..Just quarrelled with dad.Damn pissed....
I seriously don't understand why is it that nothing is going my way.It's just so irritating.What have I done to deserve all these? And what appears on the surface may not really be what is really happening. Why does it always seem like it's my fault? Why can't they understand that it may not always be something that I want to do, but I have no choice? Why must it be seem as if I'm just being a busybody! Why is it that things are always going in the way of those who don't deserve it, while things are always going the wrong way for me. NOt that I deserve it though. Maybe I really don't deserve it. And why is it that people can change so fast just after saying things or after things happen, as if nothing has happened at all. And each time I get scolding or being said by anyone, has that person ever wondered if I had really put in the effort to change or do anything 1st? ARGH!
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8:07 PM
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