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Monday, June 30, 2008

OK...Shall give myself a break before starting to go full force for physics!

Hmm..Today was considered and unscrewed and screwed up day.Went to school and realised that I forgot to bring my maths book and my goggles! But heng, it wasn't that bad, cause nothing happened anyway.Anyway, it was super funny after chem prac today.Was like chionging the chem prac worksheet with Francis Chau Lung and Kim Rui.Xin Yi wasn't feeling well, so went sick bay.And when Chau lung and kim rui went toilet, francis and I heard something they said that made us laugh like siao.Laugh non-stop.Of course, content cannot be stated here.HAHA! It's M18 at least.Anyway, 08S14 was so united during civics.The whole row of us were like chionging the chem prac worksheet and not listening, and we didn't even get a scolding.haha! Chinese was boring as usual.Benny was super funny.He and Cheng Yong Talking all the rubbish as usual.HAHA! And we were laughing like siao when we talked about the design for class t shirt.They were so MEAN! hahaha! Anyway, econs test was like not really considered a breeze? I don't know.I won't dare say it is.Chionged from the start, while Jun Yang was like stoning beside me.Wonder Whether I wrote the right stuffs.Please let me do well man.And surprisingly, I wasn't called up for remedial! Which was like ????? But what's worse! WE HAVE SO MANY FREAKING ECONS MAKE UP LECTURES WHEN WE'LL ONLY BE MISSING 1 HOUR! The make up lectures are like 5 hours in total! And it's like taking up my friday afternoons AGAIN!!! Oh man..How to go back for GB! And we have to sell this whatever it is lah.Please people, I need to sell 20.one for 2 bucks! Please help!!!

Ok.I promised Jacon to dedicate a paragraph to him! HAHA!
JACON! You idiot! Spam my tagboard! But anyway, the previous post was meant to show others one what.If not, I typed it out for what.I changed the colour cause I realised that there's no point looking at that post when I'm already ok! HAHA! Anyway, don't worry about your chem spa and mid years lah.i'm sure you'll do fine.Have confidence in yourself k! HAHA! And one more thing, I support both countries.HAHA! So I'm fine even if Spain won! HAHA! TOO BAD!

To Robin Choo: HAHA! Whatever! It's your choice lah.As long as you lead a happy life !HAHA!

Ok..I heard that the Germans were off form yesterday.Though I'm fine with spain winning, It's so heart pain lah.Ballack's eye got whacked and he's injured! I guess thats the problem with being too tall.HAHA! And I don't like Torres.Maybe some people know why.It has nothing to do with his skills.He's a good player.HAHA!

And Finally, I'm having common test or rather test almost every week! And it's like, as every week comes, they are just accumulating! What to do! It's like never ending man! OMG! This term is really gonna suck!

This Week:
Monday- Econs Market Failure Essay Test
Tues-Physics Common Test Paper 2
Thursday- Physics Common Test Paper 1 and A Level Chinese Oral
Friday- Make up econs lecture

Next week:
Tues-Chem Lecture Test and I think Physics SPA is it? Not too sure
Friday- Econs Make up lecture

Week after next:
Tues-Econs Case Study Common Test
Wed-A level Chinese Listening

Week after next next week:
Monday- Chem written assignment

I think that's all....Gtg study! Please let me do well for physics tml!!!


8:00 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008

I'm feeling so bored studying now.Seems like I'm losing the motivation again.And it also seems like I'm still unhappy about some stuffs.Feel like going out to study,and go for a walk too.but a bit hard,So, I'm here blogging.

I was like studying and thinking, what for study? I'm so tired..Study so hard, what if the results is like disappointing again? It's not the 1st time.Many Many times.Since sec 3.My life has been changed since sec 3 actually.But, I can only complain here.In the end, I still have to get back studying.No Choice.Thats my life.I think i'm becoming like Robin Choo.LOL.Ok.Shan't waste time anymore.Better go back to my books.Can't afford to do badly.

Anyway, I'm so addicted to the 陈奕 song that I got from Jin Xing's phone! LOL.


1:17 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008

Ok..Now I'm feeling so much better! HAHA! After a run! And for letting it out to someone!
You people can ignore what the previous post is about!
Running does help wonders! HAHA! And I met that same army guy who goes running at the same time everyday!!! And had a great chat with SI Hui! Long time since I met all the 5 girls!!!Other than Licia!

Shall blog about today!
Should I say that it's super productive? Completed chapter 1 and 2 lecture notes and TYS and chapter 3! I won't dare to say that I'm super prepared for this 2 chapters.But at least, I'm more confident in them! Studied all the way from 12 to 6 without stopping eh? But the Jurong Spring MACS was freaking cold.And thats all for today...HAHA! Will be going back to study later.

So now, I shall finally talk about my shopping date with Xin Yi!!! HAHA! Xin yi! Aren't you excited!!

Ok.It was like the 3rd last day of the holidays.A Friday.And considered only my 2nd time going out!!! Went Bugis with Xin Yi.Ate Pasta Mania.It was her 1st time! HAHA! And she said that her seafood pasta was so full of things.Had a great chat and catching up with her. After that, we went Bugis Village! And almost everything there was like 10 bucks! When we walked past the shops, the shop owners were like " everything 10 bucks!" Was so tempted lah.BUT, have to save, and hesitated a while.And Xin yi kept on tempting me to buy.When Xin Yi herself was like taking out notes and notes of 10 bucks.Ended up buying a dress that was the exact same one as xin yi, 2 tops, 3 earrings, a pouch and a belt! Xin Yi bought 6 items too.She bought 3 earrings, a pouch, 2 dress, one more thing, and a bag that she had no choice but to buy.HAHA! Cos I said that she looked like an auntie carrying all the plastic bags. And after that, we immediately went to try out what we bought, and she said that dress was damn short when I don't think so.But well, had a real great time shopping with her.Must go shopping with her again SOON! HAHA!

Then the next day, went shopping with my cousins.Went Bugis Street again, but apparently, they found nothing they like, so ended up buying only another 3 pairs of earrings.HAHA! Before we went to Suntec to visit the "COTTON-ON" they were dying to go.And we tried on many clothes and shorts, ended up only buying a few.I bought a white short and black top.After that we went CCK's one, and still, there isn't the colour that we one.So ended up buying a short of another colour.Dinner was great as we talked about many things.Great day catching up with my cousins.

Oh, and in the same week, on the day of Maths Common test, went IKEA with YY and Chin Chau after that.Had the long awaited meatball.And it was super funny, while Chin Chau and I were getting a drink, there was a SUPER LOUD SNEEZE, that everyone turned to stare at that person.Chau Lung and I laughed like siao! And YY was super funny, he only ate his share and stop.When we asked him to eat more,he said no.And Chin Chau was like drinking the sauce? He's So weird! HAHA! After that went walking around Queensway and Anchorpoint, trying to find a backpack for me, but Couldnt find a nice and cheap one.My whole 3 days of shopping was actually meant to find a backpack, but I couldn't find at all! So ended up buying other stuffs.LOL..

Ok, going back to study! ALL THE BEST PEOPLE!


8:46 PM

WTH! I'M FREAKING SUPER DUPER PISSED NOW!!!!! Why is always my fault?!! You dont even know a single thing! I've had enough alr.I hate it when people say something about me that I know is Definitely not true.Whole day only know how to say I nvr study when you cannot use com or watch TV.Do you even know when I''m studying? YOU DONT!!!! I worked like siao, but I always get those short comments and nothing else.Don't I deserve something more than that? There's no purpose in life nowadays!!! Everything is freaking screwed!!! Nothing is going the right way!!! So what If I do things, so what if I continue to help people behind the scenes, I will just be seen as someone who did nothing!!! And my credits will just be stolen like that! And my tolerance has really reached its limits.Why must I be looked down just because I'm short? So what If I'm short? is there a sin? Everyone were short once.It's ok to be made fun of.I never minded that.The thing I hate most is people looking down on me before I even did anything!!! It's like, imagine if you are the SHORT ONE, and I look down on you.Will you like it? The more you people look down on me and think that I can't make it, the more I want to show you that I'm actually many many times. 100 times,1000 times better than you!!! Do I look like I'm someone who is so easily bullied! Don't think that just because I don't say anything, I'm alright with that.I'm just telling myself that you didn't mean it, and forgive you.Or that is your character. I don't like to show such emotions on my blog.But I can't contain it anymore!!! Why should I cry? I've nothing wrong!!

Ok..Enough of ranting, I'm going running......


8:46 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008

Ok..Finally blogging..1st thing, congrats to Mrs Tan for giving birth to a baby boy last monday!!
Next Thing, Xinyi! the yellow words got meaning one lor..HAHA! But dont think wrongly!!! haha!

Anyway, Just talk about today.Physics Lecture was like a lullaby to me.SUPER tired.Cause I slept at 3plus 4.Eyes were like shutting down alr.But tried my super best to stay awake cause it's PHYSICS! I can't miss physics lectures.I may just die.And As usual, talked a lot of crap in class today.Time table changed and we didn't know.So we wasted half an hour of our break.But it was quite funny.Cause Cheng Yong Benny Ho Tat were like making fun of ****. Anyway, Our new GP teacher, Miss Yvonne Koh came alr.She's someone I'm sure will not be boring,which is good.haha! Anyway, after school, had a short(as in, really SHORT) PW meeting, before going for lunch at JP with Calvin Chau Lung Xin Yi Francis Bai Fong. Super funny lah.While walking to the escalator, Chau Lung was like walking when he was caught in between this woman and a small kid.He was like in between, and his reaction super funny.And then after that, while going up the escalator, we saw courts, and
Francis was like "eh, let's go buy a laptop for xin yi for her birthday"
Chau Lung "她有了"
Me "huh! 几个月!"
Xin Yi "三个月"
Me " Huh! Chau Lung的啊?
Xin Yi "Ya"

HAHA! it's like the 2nd time alr lah.Damn funny.Plus, it was at JP again.Talk a lot of rubbish, and Bai Fong kept on wanting to play cards.haha.Damn tired today.Cause was like doing work all the way, till the Spain Russia Match.The starting was real disappointing.Went to sleep after 1st half,with a score of 0-0.But what the heck! it was only during the 2nd half that Spain scored 3!!! But who cares, they got into Finals anyway! HAHAHA!

Well, this week is quite happening I guess.Talking crap almost everyday. Screwed up chem test.Being freaking tired, and unhappy and blah blah blah.Can't really rmb alr.Better go study physics and econs.It's super duper important.Gonna pia like siao alr.I must do well!!!! Shall blog about my shopping experience another day...TATA!


9:21 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008

One Week since I blogged, and when I'm blogging now, it's about something sad. I think I wanna go running later.HAIZ.SHU IS SO UPSET AND DISAPPOINTED. When I saw the marks, I was alright at 1st, but slowly, I realised that I'm actually very sad.Almost cried in front of the rest many times, especially when Chau Lung and Francis kept asking why do I look so sad.But held back everything.I've in so much effort, pia-ing all those and what I get is not even positive or promising enough.What a bad start of the term.Screwing up almost everything.What for study so hard? Maybe I'm not even cut out for JC.Maybe I'm just so freaking lousy.I don't know.This is so irritating, with some other people boasting about the 1m or 2m they lose out to get their full marks and stuffs.While I'm always screwing up major stuffs, having carelessness here and there, forgetting stuffs last minute.But what can I do? NOTHING.I just can't help it.ARGH! Sucks!

But fortunately, there's at least one good thing I can talk about today...that makes me happy.Which is, GERMANY GOT INTO THE FINALS! Saw the whole match.Ok.Shan't blog anymore.No mood alr.
I don't want to change.Please.Don't make me change.It will be a change that no one will like.I guarantee.


5:17 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Tomorrow's maths Common Test...What am I doing here? Prepared? Not sure, at least I don't feel prepared.Thanks to someone who is making me feel that way...

Well, France lost.But that doesn't really matter that much.HAIZ.My maths notes is gone.I know 10 year friend feels bad.But I just suddenly felt damn lost about my notes being lost.At such an important timing.When I had all my personal notes written on it.But guess I can't help it.Revision is full scale for today.Gonna spend like 8-10 hours on it and sleep at like a timing earlier than any days, for the past few days.I guess things hasn't really been going well for me since the start of this year?Thats why I don't really feel as happy as the past.Getting older means more and more troubles,which means lesser happiness I guess.Things are just going the wrong way.But I can't do anything about it either..So heck with all the troubles! HAHA!And I still haven't gone out!LOL.

I didn't know that the feeling is becoming so much stronger..Never knew that it matters so much to me now.How I wished that I get to see him again..


1:03 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

WOOHOO! I'm so glad Germany got in!It was like so thrilling..to see both sides having shots on target, but missed so many! Ballack! haha! My favourite since World Cup! I'm so glad Germany Turkey Spain and Holland got in. Now I'm hoping France will get in? Though I don't know what the chances are...

Anyway,Slept at 6am again.I know you people will say I siao.I'm becoming more and more nocturnal man..Don't know why also.ANyway, stayed at home the past few days just trying to study, for the common tests.I don't even know if I'm prepared.But,I've made an achievement.Which is jogging for around 5k for the past 6 or 7days! HAHA!And it's so funny to see all the macho guys running downstairs and don't see them stopping..Some even overlapped me by one or two lap! HAHA! But Don't know why, jogging at night doesn't even make me pant.Anyway,after jogging yesterday,went to meet 10 year friend to study at MACS again.ANd apparently, I did maths again.Saw the same weird guy that we always meet at MACS.Saw the Turkey Czec Match and saw the last 2 goals.Nice.After that, continued doing work till the Germany Austria Match, which gave me a shock, cause I thought there weren't any more matches.Ended up watching the whole match.It was so exciting lah.Was damn scared that Germany will lose.But thanks to Ballack! They won! HAHA!

ok.this is a random post..got to go back studying!


3:18 PM
Saturday, June 14, 2008

Man...斗牛,要不要 is real nice! Not the plot, but how the guy treat the girl! Fancy getting into an accident and hecking his injuries to go meet the girl without the girl knowing!!That's so sweet lah.LOL.

Ok..That's random.Must study study study.I can't seem to study when I'm at home nowadays.But cannot! I've got many things to do!
Maths Common test this thursday.
Chem Topical test 1st week
Physics Common test and Econs Market Failure Essay Test week 2
Econs Common Test Week 3
And there is A level Chinese oral and LC.

I'm not even done with maths! And some people just keep on telling me that they are very slow..
Need to get the momentum to study alr...TATA!


3:57 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008

Ok..KD say my previous post too depressing..haha..But I also don't know how to change that point..haha!

Anyway, today..hmm..I shall start from yesterday then.Woke up at like 9plus AGAIN(with was like not enough sleep for me coz I slept at like 4plus the night before) to get ready to go meet the rest do PW.Xin Yi couldn't come cause she had to attend a funeral.Cheer up girl! ANyway, met at MACS,before proceeding on to LJS.Wee Yang was super late, cause he pressed the "turn off" alarm button rather than the "snooze" button.So On our agenda, Wei Zhen was like "1st thing on the list: Wait for Wee Yang to get here". Ate the LJS Breakfast(1st time!), French Toast.Spilled the tea, but fortunately, I dodged in time.Didn't really get very wet.Anyway, Wee Yang came at 11plus, and we had our meeting till around 12.30 like that, when more and more people start flooding LJS.That was when the 4 of us felt so restless, and decided to go The Science Centre to look at the two plates Mr Tan was talking about.Was super funny lah.After the slacking, went JE Library to continue our project.Quite productive I guess.Completed quite a number of things for WR.But stopped, cause everyone's brain juice is like squeezed dry.Met Calvin, who was like practising his maths.After that went to IMM for a walk,before heading home.
Haiz.I didn't get a reply at all..I don't know.Is it an indication from him that I should give up? But why should I give up when I see some hope? Can I at least have an indication? A real and true one.Even if it's rejection, I will just take it.Rather than waiting for so long, not even indicating whether he like or don't like me.At least I know that I've tried even if I get rejected,rather than waiting aimlessly...And somebody is getting just so irritating...I'm so troubled!
After dinner went running 5k around the park downstairs,got a call from KR for help in PW, so got home,help him research, bathe and chiong out of the house to meet 10 yr fren to go MACS study.Studied from 12mn to like 5.30am like that before going home.Can you believe it? Did maths all the way! And coincidentally,while I was studyin,best friend message me! And I can't believe Germany lost to Croatia! Damn wasted! Anyway,On the way home, met someone that look like MS, who was limping and staring at us when 10 yr fren turned back and shouted in his direction.Super suspicious.ANyway, reached home and found my parents awake.Hurry went to my room and sleep at 6am.Got woken up at 11 by KR's phone call to ask me about PW.But luckily he called me, if not I will be late to go Xinnee's school to help her do recording for her FYP.Her friends are quite nice and professional.Esp, the guy who looked like Harry Potter.HAHA! Went home after that and slept till Dinner..Freaking tired.
I'm getting real pissed these few days.Why does it always seem my fault? I don't even see you people saying him.Like what the heck lah.Everything also ask me do.I'm not your maid leh.Expecting me to do everything myself.So what if he's younger? He's still a guy.Not even man enough.


11:12 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Two weeks passed by so fast! School is gonna restart the week after next! And when that really happens,my life will be bombarded with all the tests and exams, which means more stress.I know I like to think very far,but I just can't help it. I feel that I'm losing the motivation to study.Don't know why, nowadays, I don't feel like going out though I kept complaining that I haven't gone out, because I'll feel guilty about it cause I have this feeling that I've left many things undone.It's like, ever since I got back from camp, Studying a bit makes me real tired,especially physics, which is really brain taxing.How I wished I had taken bio(If I was allowed to).I really really really love bio to the core! No matter how hard it is, I'm willing to work super hard for it.But now I'm taking physics, A subject that I never liked, but have to take it cause I had no choice.And I have to force myself to like it and work hard for it, especially when the topics get more difficult and harder to understand.The failing phobia is back.Haiz.I think I will just go crazy if these go on man...

Anyway, super tired now.Studied with 10 year fren at JEC Macs from 9 last night to around 2plus 3 in the morning.Roughly till the Russia-Spain match ended.It was super funny to see Macs with quite a number of people in the middle of the night.And I was like listening to my phone songs, but each time there was a goal, I will know, because the people there will always scream.And I'm so glad that Spain Won! HAHAHA! But too bad Raul never play.And 10 year fren is still sad.Just hope that he cheers up and forget about that sad thing soon.Anyway, reached home at around 3am and watched my recorded 8pm show.It's so nice man.i just so love those kind of olden times hongkong shows.Super nice! HAHA! Slept at 4plus5 in the end.Had to woke up at 10.15 to get ready and meet Chau Lung Yung Yen and Kim Rui to do the physics MCQ questions.Did abit and I got fed-up with it alr.Kim Rui left after copying my maths notes, while the 3 of us stayed till 2plus b4 going West Mall for lunch.And it was super funny.Stupid Chau Lung started picking on my fault again.The wrong things I said.LOL.Before we were leaving Kopitiam, the cleaner auntie was like "你们要去读书,做工很辛苦".We were all like "diao".Then Chau Lung was like "What the heck! I just studied, and she's asking me to study again!" Yung Yen and I couldn't stop laughing.HAHA!

Anyway, walked from the top level to the lowest level, and realised that we dont know what we want to do.LOL.So in the end, we went all the way up to the last level again, and slowly go level by level to find a backpack for me.But sian, Can't find a single backpack that I like.And on the way we were like talking some stupid stuffs, that I shan't say here.Our last stop was like Tom and STEPHANIE", and while we were walking there, Chau lung was like "Let's go Tom and Jer-".Before he said that, he stopped.HAHA! Cause he said the wrong thing.CHAU LUNG! I finally caught you saying something wrong! HAHA! And stupid Chau Lung, when we went to Tom and Stephanie, as long as there is small kids or small babies clothes and shoes and toys, he will all link them to me.Saying that I'm so negligible, any size also can lah.LOL,And say what, for my birthday next time, he will ask the rest combine money to get me the kid's clothe of different sizes,saying what "for the different stages of your growth".Stupid lah! Anyway, after that, YungYen went to take bus the other side, while Chin Chau and I went to take 187.Missed my stop, and took to Parc Oasis instead.Was like joking and laughing at Chin Chau's phone suddenly lost function.And he looked like a retard talking to his phone.HAHA!But his phone is real cool! 185 took SO LONG to come man.So after his bus came,I crossed the road and almost got banged down by the 333.PHEW!


7:11 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I'm munching on this new koko krunch with white and dark chocolate flavours! Looks and taste cool! LOL.Anyway, I'm considered quite free now I hope, after all the camps and lectures and blah blah blah...I don't know.It just looks like I'm free, but come to think of it, I may not be.There's still PW to be rushed, and now I have to help my cousin with her project,plus, I have to settle my subject files, plus there are subjects to be studied for the various common tests, and it's not like they are one or two chapters.I still haven't really gone out yet ever since East Coast Park 2 weeks ago? And it's the holidays! But i've got only gone out once! Most of the times in the holidays that I've been out, is either for PW or GB annual camp.And now that I'm quite free, there isn't seem to be a time when I can meet up with the various peeps.It's either they are not free, or I am not free.And my smses have blasted way worse than the other months due to all the messaging to organise outings meetings and reminders.

OG12 outing-I may have PW to do, and it's like most prob the only day majority can make it?
08S03 Outing- I'm sorry guys! I know it's stagnant now, but Not everyone replied me, and I can't find a day that everyone can make it.I think it will still be cancelled in the end.HAIZ.
08S14-Hope that we'll be able to have a class outing soon!
Fairfield Clique- Guys! We really must meet up lah..But I know it's really hard, coz we are ALL IN DIFFERENT SCHOOLS! With different schedules.
Fiona Allicia Si Hui Yiling May- I guess since all of us in different schools, none same school, we're all super busy this holidays.Nvm.We must have a sleepover this year again!!! Ce;ebrate Fiona's and May's birthday too!

I feel that these holidays is really damn no life lah.All I can think of is how to find a way to make up for my slackness to study, cause I'm like losing the momentum alr.That day when I got back from camp, and 10 yr fren asked me study, totally too tired and no mood! And now I really dont feel like studying, nor do I feel like going out.Sick of travelling.But I need to go out! To get the things I want! AHHHH!!! I think this no life will only end like in nov this yr? no..next yr! After As! But it's alright! Thanks to gor! I got my new motivation for As! HAHAHA! *secret*

Anyway, shall talk about something else.Met up with my GOR GOR yesterday! haha! But for study purpose la.Got him to recap econs chem and Maths with me.Quite productive in terms of work and catching up! Talked alot with him and of course all the jokes!HAHA! I TOTALLY MISSED HIM AND HIS JOKES! It's been REAL LONG since I met him! And he is still as lame as ever.When I asked him to bring his GC along cos I thought mine was going no batt, he replied this to me "Rental Fee for me is 10 per hair.I'm Gary Chia aka GC".(p.s.this is copyrighted)Like what the heck! Can't believe he actually thought of that! And he's an idiot lah.Scribbled stupid things on my Fairfield diary.On the "In case of emergency" part.Of course, I won't type it here lah.And he got me so addicted to the Zhuo Wen Xuan song "幸福氧气" cause he kept singing it!Well, I like being with gor, nvr unhappy one! And he's always there for me! HAHA! But he Owes me A picture!!!Nvm..shall get it on his birthday! HAHA!


1:13 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008

I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!!

I SURVIVED! Or rather, I expected myself to survive lah..Slept from yesterday morning 10am when I reached home, all the way till this morning 9am..with I think waking up for 1 hour last night.But my shoulder muscles are aching like mad, or rather, I think I'll gotten a muscle pull or something.Damn freaking pain.My foot also.It hurts sometimes.Anyway,shall blog about the camp..A happening one I guess..


DAY ONE

Woke up at 6plus to do some last min packing and bathe despite sleeping at 12plus 1 plus the day before setting out for Fairfield.Was so suay and pissed.Each time the train came, although I was in front, while waiting for the people in the train to come out, even before they are all out, the people beside and behind me will chiong in like nobody's business.In the end, I missed 3 trains and was late for the meeting at 8.So the rest had to wait for me since I had the key.The camp started at 9.And after settling all the admin stuffs(which toook about 1 hour), there was warm up exercises before icebreakers.The girls were split into 4 groups and the 5 JS7s each in charge of a game.I was in charge of the "cat-and-mouse" game.It was real funny seeing the girls screaming, scared of having to do forfeit.My game was considered a success I guess.After that the girls gathered in the LT to watch our Drill Com Video.The JS7s had never watched it before that.And I never knew how synchronised we were during the competition! Really watched in awe at our fancy drill,and proud of it.I will upload the video here when I get it.HAHA! After that was drill, But I had to leave shortly after it started, to go school.Changed and walked to the bus stop at Jumbo Coffee shop.The weather was freaking hot and I perspired like siao as I walked,plus the journey was real long..BUT when I reached the bus stop, the sun was gone! Like what the heck! But nvm, 185 took like ages to come, like 20 mins to come? Luckily I left early, if not I think I will be late.Anyway, 3 and a half hour lecture of econs.I'm glad that I didn't sleep, but survived! And thanks to this lecture, I missed the whole games of the camp, which I heard from the rest that it was fun.WASTED! Nvm.Anyway, when I got back, the girls were bathing.And while helping Valentia clean up, Francis came to find me at Fairfield! Which gave me a surprise.Didn't expect him to really come down to pass me my maths book.Thanks Francis! And Pauline was shouting "Shuyi! Is your friend cute!" LOL.But Francis didn't hear it.Anyway, after that it was like the usual stuffs, nothing much alr, just that the girls got scolded before the last drill for being late.But the funniest thing was that when we were at our JS7s dorm, some sec 1s came in without asking, and Jocelyn got so pissed and told them "can you all please get out of the room and never come back again?" haha! We all laughed like siao lah..The day ended off with a meeting.Slept at like 12plus.But kept on waking up and I don't know why.

DAY TWO

Woke up on the dot, 1min before my alarm rang.And Delci said that she saw me waking up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet,and coming back to announce something when I didn't! It was super funny! ANyway, the day started off with scoldings after 7mins uniform inspection.That ate into drill.Nothing much just that there was like group lunch for the girls where they all went dover,and afternoon nap after that.Supposed to go school for econs tutorial.But I didn't bring extra shirt, and If I went, I might as well dont go for the camp, coz the tutorial was like almost 4hours I heard.LOL.The main highlight was night-cycling lah.Cycled from 11pm,from East coast park to Changi Beach there and back at around 5.45am?Attached to the last group with Jen,and was thrown a double-bike last min.Quite pissed at 1st, cause I was super unprepared.But no choice, so came to terms with it.And for the 1st part of the whole journey, the NCC sea people were so freaking noisy.Making stupid remarks each time the girls stopped, and I had to restart the whole double bike.It was no mean feat to start a double bike with ________________.It wasn't like my cousin that time when she wasn't very __________I got so pressurised.They thought it was so easy to take a double bike.They should try and let me laugh at them when they stop and can't stop.So, finally, when we reached the 1st stop Saffra,I couldn't take the pressure plus some other stuffs and broke down.But I became ok after a while.Mr Kwa was real good and funny.Cycling with him was nice,and the NCC sea stopped all their remarks.But the remaining journey wasn't very good coz ____________too noisy and troublesome and complaining like siao.I was being treated like a _________.On the journey back, NCC sea went first, which was a relief.Cause that was what we all wanted.But I Chionged many times to stop the girls to help carry the bag.And of course,most of the time, I felt like I was the only one cycling, coz ***** can't take my speed.And worse, at the last lap, don't know what happened, my right foot suddenly hurts and and my shoulder was damn pain! I think muscle pull.Was initially damn hyper,but due to the chionging,plus the painful shoulders, became super tired.And for some reason, we had to wait till 8.30 before e bus came to take us back.So meanwhile, the girls took out their ponchos to sleep on.We all looked like we had nowhere to go that kind, that we had to sleep on the streets.LOL.After that, went to MACS,and many eyes were on us I don't know why.I was super tired, while Valentia they all were damn hyper and started joking, while all I could think of was sleep, and DEEP HEAT! I badly needed it to apply on my shoulders, but Mr Ow brought it back! So I had to endure the pain.But In ALL, I'm really glad that the camp was a success.

Wednesday
Anyway,on wed, had a physics lecture of 2 and a half hours, that everyone almost died, so Mr Tan had to end early.at around 1.45? when it was supposed to end at 2.After that, went to meet Joy Yeo at JP to discuss the annual camp girls' groupings, while my PW group went to get the wheelchair for our simulation.Sorry guys that you people had to wait for me.After my meeting went Tiong to meet them, and after lunch, started the simulation.Was super funny.But before that, my group had some unhappiness, which kind of upsetted me.But glad that it was alright.Went Tiong and JP to do the simulation.Quite a productive one.Kind of got the result we wanted.So after that took 174 to Xin Yi's grandma's house to return the wheelchair.And man, 174 is from ONE INTERCHANGE to the OTHER! We had a tour around Singapore in the end, which took us like one hour plus?But honestly speaking, the Singapore Night Scenery was really nice, especially the town area, and all the old estate areas.And was initially sitting on the wheelchair in the bus,but felt so weird coz the whole bus was like looking at me, so I decided to sit on the chair instead.It's like, throughout the whole simulation, we finally understand how the handicaps felt when everyone just stared at them in a weird way. Anyway, Francis pushed me from the interchange to Xin Yi's grandma's house saying that he wanted to give me "the ride of my life".Was super funny and REAL FAST! But it was quite fun.HAHAHA! After putting the wheelchair down, Wee Yang, Francis and I went off.



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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

WAH! SHU IS TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!

I think I'm going dead.Got woken up by 6 smses today at 7plus, sent joy yeo the email and hurry got ready to go Fairfield for the annual camp meeting.The meeting lasted for like around 2 hours? But was productive.Completed every single aspect of the camp.After that was lunch with the exco members.And there was this guy who was damn weird.He was like sitting on the table next to us and he suddenly said "xiao jie" very loud.Just right, I turned and was looking at some people, he thought I was responding to him.Anyway, after lunch was like shopping for the logistics stuffs for the camp and recreation, which took at least one hour.Halfway through, we encountered a problem with the budget.Totally shocked all of us! But luckily, it was solved.Anyway, after that bussed back to Fairfield to put the stuffs in the GB room.And spent another hour there preparing the stuffs that we need and there was a problem again.But luckily it was soon solved.By the time we left school, it was like 4pm? Reached home and totally knocked out.Too tired.Been travelling too much since last week.

Anyway, yesterday was definitely a more interesting day.
Slept at 2plus3plus the day before and had to wake up at 7plus to get ready to go school.Was so freaking tired when I reached school.Trigo lecture was erm..I don't know whether it was considered productive, cause everything was taken from the book?And Mr Koh went super fast, so we finished the whole lecture in like 1 hour 15mins? And Francis came into lecture only when He was like going through the last example? HAHA! But real glad that I understood whatever he was teaching.So it was a good thing for me I guess.After lecture, thinking that francis was going for the 2nd lecture, and wei zhen had to go meet madam goh, went JP with Jeremy Wee Yang Chau Lung Xin Yi (OOPS! Accidentally highlighted it! I don't know how to change it back.HAHA!) Yung Yen to eat the so-called brunch.Chau Lung wanted to EAT IKEA!LOL.And Jeremy and Wee Yang looked like they were a couple having candle-lit dinner.Both of them wore the same bikila shirt and bought the same food, just lacking of a candle.HAHA! But Jeremy, don't worry la.I know you're not gay.You got CT! HAHAHAHAHA! It was super funny teasing him man.And as usual,with Chau lung they all there will definitely be stupid things.Xin Yi bought this japanese cold noodle, and the 1st thing Chau Lung said when he saw it is, "WAH! MEALWORM AH! HAHAHA!" I totally can't stop laughing.Then Chau Lung Yung Yen and I were like eating laksa, and we were competing who is the pro, who can eat laksa without getting his/her shirt stained.Then it was dessert time.The guy in front of me bought something that looked like cement, and we just couldn't stop laughing.The worse and funniest thing happened immediately after that, after Francis came, cause he decided not to

Xin yi bought Sour Plum juice,and she was like "好酸啊!"
Then Chau Lung's reflex was like "OH NO!"
Immediately, my reflex was like "你的啊?"(You know, people like to link sour stuffs to pregnancy)
Then we totally couldn't stop laughing! SUPER FUNNY! HAHA! Next was Yung Yen who bought the same thing and we were like "Bai Fong's one?"

After that Chau Lung they all left for their PW, but thanks to Francis, our group went to find them and of course, started teasing Jeremy again.

Then it was like PW time.BUT BUT BUT! My group had no computer! Can't believe it man, we had everything prepared but NO COM! What the heck lah! In the end, Xin Yi had to pon band, so that we could go her house to use com.And on the journey there, something funny happened again.

Was like talking to Francis on the 198 while Xin Yi was sleeping.While we were reaching the bus stop that we have to change bus, Francis suddenly said that he wanna shit! (IT's common, due to his straight rectum) But he really couldn't contain it alr.From JP all the way there! LOL.So we decided to go Xin Yi's secondary school, BMSS to find toilet for Francis, with the excuse of her taking her testimonial, though she took it alr.The funniest thing was, while we were walking towards her school, which was damn far, You can see that Francis was trying to control his shit from coming out and I totally just couldn't stop laughing.Laughed non-stop all the way till we reached the BMSS toilet.Cause Francis was like walking in a super awkward way, and plucking and holding the fence to distract himself.HAHA! At the toilet, another funny thing happened too.

Francis chionged into the toilet, then in a short while, he came out again
Francis: I don't want to da bian alr
Xin Yi: Why? No toilet paper ah?
Francis * nod his head
Xin Yi went into the girls toilet to grab toilet paper for Francis,but Francis said "这么少,你以为我屁股这么小meh?" LOL.So Xin Yi went to grab more toilet paper for him.

After he's done, we finally went to Xin Yi's house and did our PW,while Wei Zhen joined us later.Glad that we've completed most of the data collection.The only thing now is the call from the companies.Waiting for them to call back.Got one company transferred our lines 4 TIMES!!! Crazy right! But glad that my group is on track.Doing the interesting thing tml.HAHA! Kindda look forward to it man..Ok.Really need to go and study.Used up too much time alr.BE BACK SOON! Should have taken photo of all the funny things yesterday! damn wasted!!
Haiz.Sometimes I really wonder if I'm a good leader.Suddenly, I lost the confidence.And I feel that I'm doing things without getting any thank you.Which is so irritating.And I'm abit sick at being always doing things and getting blamed when things go wrong.I'm a human, and human do err right.And apart from this, I'm feeling so stressed.And the topic of love is back.Like what the heck! I don't even know if I want to have a relationship, or whether I will even have one.This is so irritating.


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