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Monday, December 06, 2010
:( HAIZ.Something always happen when I've already plan what to do. Wanted to go gym and running on sat, BUT it rained and I know you didn't want to run cause so ma fan. Then tomorrow ALREADY ARRANGED TO GO SWIMMING! BUT YOU have to fall down today.HAIZ.I think just not fated to go out or exercise ba. And now we are quarreling again.
I don't know whats wrong with us recently. And now you say I can't be trusted. I'm damn hurt you know.So that means you always dont trust me actually. :( Really very upset.Many times I really wonder if it was better if we were not together. It seems like our characters really clash.I dont know la.Hate it when we are always quarreling, really make me lose my feeling of happiness and love totally.
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12:24 AM
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Saturday, December 04, 2010
Really felt sad about that grade. WHY? I thought that my paper was well-written! Or at least, my points are strong? I'm very sure. HAIZ.I thought I will do well, but in the end? Really sad today.But didn't show at all! I don't know what should I say man. Adding on that today, I had to quarrel with you. :( Really made me even more upset. HAIZ.
I hope this will be the only bad grade I have.Hopefully my overall will not be that bad?
Anyway, I really feel damn frustrated and pissed nowadays.It's so irritating! Not like I really want to meet, and since you people wanna meet, why must I ORGANISE it man! not like I'm really damn free? i really sacrificed alot of my study time to meet you people already please! Next sem cannot like that already.I must really get back to the study mood.I'm not an events/outings planning machine! I'm like organising SO MANY MEETINGS at the same time!! If you people wanna meet, just organise one yourself? I WILL TURN UP CAN! I'm VERY BUSY also please!! :(:(:( Life sucks like MAD!
I think that as i get older, my problems get even more, my troubles get even more and whats worst, my unhappiness get even SHORTER! I see the uglier side of more and more people and how disgusting some people can really be. Why must this be such a competitive world? Sometimes I really wanna migrate. The life of a Singaporean is play when you are young, study and fight to be the best then get on to work..which is really stressful.I feel that not everyone has a certain special skill they are good at.There are people who are like in the middle? I think I fall in this category. Thinking about that grade, I will start thinking about all the things that have obstructed me from doing well.HAIZ.Though everyone was involved in another project, but it seemed like the burden fall alot on me! Really unhappy and frustrated the last few weeks, but who can I tell? I seriously wonder if I had chosen the right course, or rather school. Was it worth it for me to give up another course for that 200 bucks? How i wish someone would tell me what to do. I wanna change my character!!! ARGH!!
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2:13 AM
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
seriously been a long time since I've blogged.Have been wanting to get back to blogging, but havent gotten a time to do so.
Oh well, One sem of Uni has passed by. Fast? I wouldn't say it is.Slow? Not really the case too
SMU is alright I guess? But there's this thought in my mind since school started. Do I really like biz? What If I had chosen to go NUS SCIENCE or NTU Mechanical Engine or Math science? Would my life be different? Seriously, no idea. I realised that I have no idea what I really want. I do want to be an events planner, or even open a bakery/cafe. But I do not have the capital. :(
Oh well, whatever the case, it's back to reality. It's really lots of independent stuffs and uni really builds up character I must say. One must really learn how to differentiate between friends and foes, and people who are just making use of you. Esp. in Projects.I really have nothing to say. But anyway, it's over.Hope my results wont be too bad this sem. Must buck up next sem already!! Jiayou shu!
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12:21 AM
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Monday, January 11, 2010
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CES!!! :)
so glad for our friendship! hahaha.
woohoo! last 5 days! seriously can't wait, though it seemed and feels damn long.But I'm hopeful.feeling super tired.And I finally can play red cliff.But don't have the time to play.
Anyway, had been browsing through stomp.And I realised that it's super weird. People are like posting things online and criticising others for not helpinng and stuffs, but they aren't doing it though they were there too. And many common things are being posted.But all these are just my opinion of course.
Weekend had been good.
saturday was day out with cousins. Went for final theory practice in the morning, and obviously I failed all three booklets.Didn't really study for it.
Went Bugis and bought a dress cum top, but was like looking for heels, can't find any that I want.Bought food from this new opened shop at bugis street "wo ai tai mei". The popcorn chicken was nice! I like! haha.
After that trained down bukit batok and went to li ping's new house and ordered canadian pizza. The adults were like playing mahjong, so since we had nothing to do,we camwhored! hahaha.seriously like mad. And start couping li ping's clothes. She seriously has lots of clothes and shoes!
Sunday was "avatar" with jocelyn thong and robin choo.Choo was super late cos he thought we were supposed to meet at marina square, when we were at cine! HAHA! But I thought the show was ok. Don't really understand the plot though. But I like e 3D effect.And robin treat! :) NS men got allowance really different ah. Lunch at Shokudou was great.There was this waitress who was super weird.She come at intervals to clear ONE PLATE when all the plates were empty already.And we stayed there talking for a long time such that the other waitress kept topping up our cups.LOL.After that went to meet cl jc and kr at new urban male. KR and CL damn suay. Either the sandals and slippers they want no size or alr sold out. But in the end, they bought sandals and slippers of the same colour combi.yellow and black.LOL.and of course, JC bought a "Mr MESSY" shirt.Kind of fit him huh! hahahaha..oops! Went coffee bean to get a drink.And it was super funny.JC and KR were like contemplating whether they should share a drink, but they decided they should not because they will be portrayed to be gays.HAHAHA.
I think I'm disliking you even more.I don't know why.Each time I see you, I will dislike you even more.I think I really hate the topics you are always talking about and I think you are damn irritating and insensitive and I think that you damn act and show off.I seriously hate this man. I know you don't think that you are good.But your actions are like teling me that you think you are damn good.very irritating one you know.the sight of you irks me.And your topics turn me off completely. Totally spoil my mood. Can you stop bringing up the same things that you've told me MANY MANY TIMES and things that I ALREADY KNOW? I maybe friendly with you, but it doesn't mean that I like you.I know many people will say that I'm too sensitive and they find you ok, but to me, I really can't stand you.And I'm sure you are don't know that I'm talking about you!
Recently, I found this person who was my great friend when I was young online. I'm surprised and appalled at how much he has changed. It's been almost 10 years since we last met. i wonder if he still remembers me, but still, I ponder over why did he change so much. He doesn't seem like the person I once knew.The one who was always matched with me in nursery and kindergarten. Maybe this is the life he like now, but I just feel real sad knowing about how he is like now. :( I've been trying to find him for so long...because he's the last one in our gang that I haven't found.And it's his birthday today.
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10:24 AM
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Friday, January 08, 2010
So tired now...
Almost dozing off at my seat.
no calls the whole afternoon!
and the air outside is so polluted, cause there are people paving cement onto the road I think.
I'm super bored.
Chat with HIM, my cousin, and licia.
Surfed the net.
Oh well,
dinner at subway and "did you hear about the morgans?" at GV.hmm..I won't say that it's damn nice, but well,not too bad ba.
walked around JP awhile and went home.Had a great time laughing at crap stuffs though.I'm so going home to sleep today.Damn tired and lack of sleep, but most importantly, I'm going to play red cliff.Stupid screwed up com.keep on telling me got error, if not it will keep shutting down.
Anyway, travelling is so expensive now! damn sian.Missed the times when it was always either 39 or 45 cents no matter how far we travel.But now, it's so ex that we have to think twice before we want to go to many many places.Now I understand why adults take cab so often.
Anyway, final theory practice tomorrow.Hope I won't fail too badly.
And one more week before I leave this place! can't wait! :)
and of course,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN CHAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAO YI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANG QI!
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2:21 PM
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Thursday, January 07, 2010
having muscle aches now.
shoulders aching like mad.
As usual, boring.And the HR officer just told me to extend my work period for 2 more weeks, which is like a total NO-NO.I won't want to stay here anymore man. Can't wait for next friday to come.Maybe I will just get somebody to take over me or something. I told myself that unless I get my license and a car, I will NEVER work at tuas man. The bus ride is super bad, air super pollutd, and the area is so ulu. I rather work at JE.
Anyway, met ghui jacon brian chan jingming wilson caleb chng mark ho at ikea yesterday. I got on the bus at 5.30, and it was supposed to be a 45mins ride, but I only reached at like 7.15? thanks to the jam and the rain, the bus was super slow yesterday.should have taken train and walked over if I had known.Had meatballs and chicken wings.Super full, and we walked around ikea awhile before going over to anchor point to celebrate brian's birthday, which is tomorrow. :) And saw a trans at secret recipe which gave me a shock.and oh, mark ho spilled the whole drink onto his pants at ikea. And I saw a teacher couple, which gave me a shock too.totally unexpected.So walked to queenstown MRT and saw kenneth yip who got a shock.HAHA.
Oh well, nothing much to type also.
Just many things to look forward to.
PAE 08S03 class outing to sing K
JAE 08S14 class outing
outing with raymond they all
meeting thong and choo
clique dinner
birthday
mahjong at my house
sakae
driving lessons
date with zhuang
TIMBRE WITH XINYI
cousins outing
(lol..I really seemed busy)
surprise
And I realised quite a number of people owe me treats
gor owe me 2
kim rui
xinyi
jinxing sakae
ces
evina
oh oh! shaun! haha
ok.can't rmb alr. :)
and before I forgET
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN ZI JIAN! :)
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2:57 PM
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Wednesday, January 06, 2010
7 more days before I end work..still seem very long..
I'm super hungry now.No lunch again.I should say, nobody bothered to buy lunch for me when I'm doing the lunch hour.Ate only 2 subway cookies and one piece of bread that I brought fortunately today.
Super tired.Kept on trying to take a nap at work today.Somehow, I have no idea what should I do. It's like, I feel as if there's no purpose.During exams, I can just sit there and study a subject for many long hours, but now, I can't even read a book for less than 30mins. I guess cause it's not what I'm interested in. Wanted to go buy some stuffs to bring to office to do.But I got no time after work. It's either meeting friends or driving centre.I almost wanted to bring my A levels maths and chem prelim papers to do man.LOL.Even the advance theory book was boring. I don't understand what it is talking about and I just want to sleep.Also don't know why am i so tired. I've even lost interest in crossword puzzles. I need to find something I like and do it next week man.If not I would really have wasted it. Wanted to bring red cliff here to play, but I couldn't find the cover, and I also don't know if i can download it here. But at least, I can play red cliff le..
And I have to pack up and clear my stuffs in my room.Too many things already. There's gonna be so much filing to be done.Oh no.And birthday drawing near, but I also don't know la..
oh well, just another boring day
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2:28 PM
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